Judge Bolitho sat down in an arm-chair which, had been placed close to
the fire and tried to understand what he had heard. He had no doubt
about the truth of everything. It was impossible to fail to recognise
the woman who stood before him--the very incarnation of hatred and
vengeance. He knew by the look in her eyes of what she felt concerning
him. There was no suggestion of tenderness in her face, no thought of
pity in her heart. Well, it was no wonder. The secret which he had
hidden for so long could no longer remain a secret, and his name, the
name of which he had been so proud, would be blackened before all the
world! How long he sat in the chair, with bowed head and aching brain,
trying to understand, he did not know, but presently he was drawn to
look at her. He had no thought of denying what he had done. It had
never entered his mind. He had made no defence; that did not come
within the realm of his calculation. He was simply stunned by what he
had heard, by the revelation which had shaken his life to the very
foundations. But presently he was led to look at her, to study her
features, and as he did so he called to mind the face of the young girl
whose heart he had won a quarter of a century before. Yes, she was
beautiful still, even although her face was drawn and haggard and the
hair which he remembered so well was lustreless. It needed but
happiness to bring back all the winsomeness of her girlish
days--happiness! Yes, he had loved her, and he had promised to cherish
her. He knew he had taken her to wife as truly as if their marriage
had been attended by all the pomp and ceremony which might attend the
marriage of a king. She had come to him trustful and innocent, and
he--he---- No, he did not attempt to deny it; he would not. What the
future had in store for him he did not know, he did not care. But that
was not the great thing that oppressed him, that crushed his power of
thinking, that made the heavens black with the thunder of the clouds of
God. It was that Paul Stepaside was his son! He had always admired
him, even while he was angry with him; and he was his son! That very
day he had sat in judgment upon him--that very day even he had helped
to forge a chain which would bind him to the scaffold--and he was his
son! Presently he spoke aloud, and his voice was almost natural again.
"And so you have lived at Brunford," he said, "and kept house for him?
I've heard it is a beautiful home."
"Ay, my boy always loved me--always!"
"And, of course, you hate me, Jean?"
"How can I do otherwise?" she asked. "Nay, that word is too weak to
express what I feel towards you! How can it be otherwise?"
"I quite understand," said Judge Bolitho.
"Are you going to make no defence?" said the woman. "Are you going to
bring up some little tale to excuse yourself? Are you going to try and
manufacture a few lies?"
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