"In abandoning all associations with this case," went on the judge, and
his voice was more natural now, "I wish to make a further statement.
Perhaps there seems no sufficient reason why I should do so,
nevertheless I must. I can no longer sit in judgment upon the prisoner
for the gravest of all reasons----" Again he stopped. He did not know
how to proceed. Perhaps such a thing was almost unprecedented in the
history of trials. Up to that moment Paul had been like a man in a
dream. On entering the dock and finding that the judge was not present
he fell to wondering at the reason of his lateness, and presently could
not help being affected by the influences which surrounded him. He,
too, felt there was something in the air which, to say the least of it,
was not usual. He had come there with his heart full of bitter hatred,
with a feeling that the man who was to sit in judgment upon him, even
although he were his father, was his enemy. In a vague way he wondered
what would happen through the day, wondered whether he should be able
to keep his knowledge to himself, wondered whether, at some moment when
the judge manifested some particular injustice to him, he might not
yield to the passion of the moment and proclaim the relationship.
Outwardly he was still cool and collected, although his face was very
pale and his eyes burned like coals of fire.
When the judge entered the court he, too, was much moved by his
appearance. He saw that he had been suffering terribly, and into his
heart came a kind of savage joy. There seemed something like poetical
justice in the thought of this man's suffering, and he wondered whether
he had in some way learned the truth.
When Judge Bolitho opened his mouth to speak, Paul's heart seemed to
stop. So intense was his interest in what he would say that, for the
moment, he forgot his own position. The shadow of death was somehow
removed from him; that grimness and the horror of the trial had lost
their meaning. That "Gentlemen, I wish to make a statement which is of
the utmost importance. I wish to say that I can no longer sit in
judgment on this case . . ."--what did it mean? A thousand wild
fancies flashed through his mind. He wondered whether Mary Bolitho had
been at work, whether this was the first step in her endeavours to
prove him innocent. He did not know how it could be, but, like
lightning, his mind and heart flew to her.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account