During the journey scarcely a word passed between them. Mary was busy
with her own thoughts. She was trying to bring some order out of the
confusion of the events which had been narrated to her. Everything was
altered. If what the woman had told her was true--and in spite of
everything she believed it was--then Paul was her half-brother; and if
Paul were her half-brother and his mother were still alive, then,
then----
But she would not trouble about this, bewildering as it was. What
mattered her own future? What mattered what the world might say? Her
first business was to save Paul, and save him she would, at all
hazards. She looked at her companion, who sat near to her staring into
vacancy. Mary's excited imagination began to conjure up wild fancies
as she looked. She thought of what Paul's mother must have been
twenty-five years before, tried to picture her as a girl. Yes, she
must have been very beautiful, and might easily have attracted such a
young man as her father was at the time. She fancied the two up among
the bare Scottish hills, saw the flash of the young girl's eyes when
the stranger told her he loved her, realised the throbbing of her
heart, the joy, the wonder which must have possessed her when she
promised to be his wife. For the moment all the grim realities of the
present seemed to retire to the background. She lived in the world of
fancy, of imagination, and the poetry and the romance of the past
became very beautiful to her. Strange to say, her own part in the
affair did not for the moment trouble her. The terrible logic of
events were not yet real to her. By and by they would appear to her in
all their ghastly nakedness, but now they did not seem to matter.
"If I am going to be ill," said Paul's mother, "you'll stay with me,
won't you?"
"Yes," she replied, not realising what the words might mean.
"You see I shall be all alone. I have no friends in Brunford. Many
would have liked to be friends with me for Paul's sake, but I kept them
all at a distance. You see I waited until my name was cleared, and it
will soon be cleared now."
"What do you mean?"
"Why, he knows, he knows everything--I mean your father. He's afraid
of Paul, I know he is; he always has been. It's strange that Paul is
not anything like him, isn't it? Paul has black hair and black eyes,
just as I have. He's my boy, my boy! Thank God for that! And they
can't harm him, can they? You are sure of that."
Mary was silent. The meaning of the work she had to do became real to
her now. She, too, believed that no harm could come to Paul, but she
realised the cost of his salvation. Paul could never be saved until
the true murderer was found and proved to be the murderer.
"I am afraid I am going to be ill," went on the older woman. "These
last few weeks have been too much for me. And you've promised to stay
with me, haven't you?"
"Yes," replied Mary eagerly. "I'll stay with you, and you must tell me
everything."
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