"But this man, who for the last three years has sought my ruin, has made
a false denunciation against the young Englishman. I know only too well
what passes in his mind. He declares to you that the only person we
need fear is Charles Armytage, and the natural conclusion occurs that he
must be silenced. I know full well that at this moment our position is
one of desperation. Well, you know my past full well, each one of you,
and have, I think, recognised that I'm not a woman to be trifled with.
You may stir up the past and cast its mud into my face. Good! But,
however wrongly I've acted, it is because this man has held me within
his merciless grip, and I have been compelled to do his bidding blindly,
without daring to protest. You may tell me that I am an adventuress,"
she cried vehemently; "that my reputation is evil and unenviable; that
my friends in Italian society have cast me adrift because of the
libellous stories you have so ingeniously circulated about me; but I
tell you that I love Charles Armytage, and I swear on the tomb of my
dead mother he shall never suffer because of his true, honest love for
me."
She had used the oath which the Italian always holds most sacred, and
then a dead silence followed. Except the dark wild-looking visage of
Nenci, every face betrayed surprise at this fierce and unexpected
outburst.
But Nenci again laughed, stroking his scrubby beard with his thin sallow
hand.
"I suppose you wish to desert us, eh?" he asked meaningly.
"While you keep faith with me I am, against my will, still your tool.
Break faith with me, and the bond which has held me to you will at once
be severed."
"How?" inquired Malvano seriously; for he saw that at this crisis-time
Gemma held their future in her hands. Nenci's wild words had, alas!
been ill-timed, and could not now be retracted.
"Simply this," she answered. "I love; for the first time in my life,
honestly and passionately. Through my association with you, my life is
wrecked, and my lover lost to me. Yet I still have hope; and if you
destroy that hope, then all desire for life will leave me. I care
absolutely nothing for the future."
"Well?" the Doctor observed mechanically.
"Cannot you understand?" she cried, turning upon him fiercely. "This
man Lionello, has suggested that my lover's life should be taken; that
he should be silenced merely because he fears that my love may lead me
to desert you, or turn traitor. I know well how easily such suggestions
can be carried out; but remember, if a hand is lifted against him it is
to me, the woman who loves him, that you shall answer; to me you shall
beg for mercy, and, by the Virgin, I will give you none!" And her
panting breast heaved and fell violently as she clutched the back of her
chair for support.
For a few minutes there was again silence, deep and complete. Then
Nenci laughed the same harsh supercilious laugh as before.
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