As she sat at the piano on this chilly night, she looked eminently
beautiful in a loose, rich tea-gown of sage-green plush, with front of
pale pink silk, a gown of striking magnificence, with its heavy silver
belt glittering beneath the shaded lamplight. It was made in a style
which no English dressmaker could accomplish, and fastened at the throat
by a quaint brooch consisting of three tiny golden playing-cards, set
with diamonds and rubies, and fastened together by a pearl-headed pin, a
charming little phantasy. The pink silk, in combination with the sombre
green, set off her fair beauty admirably, yet her face was a trifle wan
as she mechanically fingered the keys with all the suppleness and
rapidity of a good player. But she was Tuscan, and the love of music
was in her inborn. In her own far-off country one could hear the finest
opera for sixpence, and there was scarcely any household that did not
possess its mandoline, and whose members did not chant those old
canzonette amorose. Music is part of the Italian's life.
She stopped at last, slowly glancing around the handsome room, and
drawing a heavy sigh. At that moment a sense of utter loneliness
oppressed her. Her companion, Mrs Nenci, had retired to bed half an
hour before, and the Doctor was still in his study, where he usually
spent the greater part of his time. He was often locked in alone for
hours together, and was careful never to allow any one to enter on any
pretext. She had, indeed, never seen the interior of Malvano's den, and
was often seized with curiosity to know how he spent his time there
through so many hours. As she sat silent, she pondered, as she ever
did, over her lost lover, and wondered if he were still in England, or
if, weary and despairing, he had left for the Continent again.
"He has misjudged me," she murmured--"cruelly misjudged me."
Her fathomless blue eyes glistened with tears, as, turning again to the
instrument, she commenced to play and sing, in a soft, sweet contralto,
the old Tuscan love-song, "Ah! non mi amava"; the song sung by the
contadinelle in the vineyards and the maize-fields, where the green
lizards dart across the sun-baked stones--where life is without a care,
so long as one has a handful of baked chestnuts, or a plate of polenta
di castagne--where the air is sweet and balmy and the very atmosphere
breathes of love.
"E mi diceva che avria sfidato,
Per ottenermi tutto il creato;
Che nel mio sguardo, nel mio sorriso
Stavan le gioie del Paradiso.
E mentre al core cosi parlava.
Ah! non mi amava! no, non mi amava!
"Tu sei, diceva, l'angelo mio:
Tu sei la stella d'ogni desio:
Il sol mio bene sei che m'avanza;
Tu de' miei giorni se' la speranza.
Fin le sue pene mi raccontava,
Ah! non mi amava! no, non mi amava!"
Slowly, in a voice full of emotion, she sang the old song she had heard
so many times when a child, until its sad, serious air trembled through
the room.
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