They passed out of the table d'hote room into the hall. Then he
stretched forth his hand.
"You are not coming to see me to-morrow, Nino?" she asked in a low,
despondent voice.
"No," he replied. "I have an appointment."
"But you can surely dine here?"
"I am not quite certain," he answered. "If I can, I will send you a
telegram."
"You are impatient--you who promised me to wait until I could give you
some satisfactory explanation. It is cruel of you--very cruel, Nino,"
she said in a voice scarcely above a whisper.
"You are never straightforward," he replied quickly. "If you confessed
to me, all this anxiety would at once cease."
"I cannot."
"No," he said meaningly; "you will not. You dare not, because your past
has not been what it should have been! Buona sera!" and with this
parting allegation he lifted his hat and bowed stiffly.
"Felicissima notte, Nino," she answered so low as to be almost
inaudible.
Then he turned and passed out of the great glass doors which the porters
held open for him.
Gemma went to her room, and, bursting into tears, sat for a long time
alone, despairing, plunged in grief. She knew by her lover's manner
that he had forsaken her, and she felt herself alone in gigantic London,
where the language, the people, the streets, all were strange to her.
As she sat in her low easy chair, a slim, graceful figure in her
pale-blue dinner-dress, she clenched her tiny hands till the nails
embedded themselves in the palms, as she uttered with wild abandon the
name of the man she so fondly loved.
"Ah!" she cried aloud. "You, Nino, who have treated me with this
suspicion and contempt--you who have brought me here among your people
and deserted me--can never know how much I have sacrificed for your
sake. Nor can you ever know how fondly I love you. Why have I acted
with all this secrecy must for ever remain a mystery. You have left
me," she added in a hoarse, strained voice, half inaudible on account of
her sobs--"you have left me now; but some day when I am free--when I can
show you things in their true light--you will regret that to-night you
have broken a woman's heart." And she bent forward and gave way to a
flood of hot, passionate tears.
Fully half an hour she sat plunged in a deep melancholy, but at last she
rose and crossed the room unsteadily. Her fair brow bore a look of
determination, her face was hard set, and in her tear-stained eyes was
an expression of strength of will.
"Yes," she murmured, "I'll risk all. My life cannot be rendered more
hopeless, more wretched, than it now is in this atmosphere of doubt and
suspicion." Then she bathed her face in eau-de-Cologne, sniffed her
smelling-salts, rubbed her cheeks with a towel to take away their
ghastly pallor, and assuming her travelling coat, with its wide fur
collar and cuffs, which, being long, hid her dress, she put on her hat
and went out.
She went up to one of the porters in the hall hastily, and said--
"Prendetimi una vettura."
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