Her bedroom, which looked south, was flooded with sunshine when she
entered. She lifted a basket-chair into the balcony, and sinking
into it, sat for some time with the letters in her lap. She felt no
inclination to open them. She did not want to break the sensation of
dreaming which lulled her senses, and banished all the care and worry
of the past months. It would be pleasant to sit like this in the
sunshine all the rest of her life; never to think, just to know that
she was being cared for, that her presence made the joy of another’s
life. And why not? Why not an easy, dreamy life in sunny lands, with
Dick?
Opposite to her, the old walls and roof of a monastery cut with its
irregular lines the brilliant sky. The gay, striped awning above a
vine-wreathed terrace at a lower level flapped gently in the breeze.
Beneath, the little courtyard garden was a tangle of oleanders in
tubs, of orange and lemon trees. And over all lay the sunshine. Cecily,
stretching her body lazily in the long wicker chair, instinctively
raised her arms towards the sky, as though to clasp its warmth, its
deliciousness. It was a long time before she thought of her letters,
and then she began to open the envelopes with indifference. None of
them were of any importance. She had left Rose’s till the last.
It began with news of the children, of herself, and went on to
information about various acquaintances. Then all at once, and quite
abruptly, it spoke of Robert. Cecily started when she read his name.
She had agreed with Rose that it should not be mentioned in their
correspondence. “Robert is back,” the letter ran. “He wrote to me a
day or two ago from the flat, and asked if he might come down for the
day. He came, and he looked shockingly ill and hopelessly miserable.
He came for news of you. I didn’t mention your name at first, till I
couldn’t stand it any longer. He followed me about with his eyes like
a dog, begging. Then at last we spoke of you. I don’t know what you
said before you went, but evidently he has no hope. He looked like my
Jim when he’s been naughty and thinks I’m not going to say good-night
to him. He was back at the flat, but I persuaded him to go away again
for a few days at least. He says he hates the sight of London. I hope
you still like Florence. How does Diana enjoy everything?...” Cecily
dropped the letter, leaving the latter pages unread.
Mechanically she turned her eyes towards the garden. All the
dream-feeling was gone. She was Robert’s wife. She knew the look that
Rose meant; she could see his face before her. Everything but that was
blotted out. Bending her head down upon her knees, she broke into a
passion of tears.
For hours she sat in her room, forgetting the time, forgetting
everything but the urgent need of getting home,--home to comfort some
one who had need of her.
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