Involuntarily she smiled, and started to realize that it was for
happiness. What had become of the torment, the unrest, of even a year
ago? It was gone. She had peace. She was out of bondage. She felt the
beauty of the world almost as an intoxication; with the keenness,
the freshness of perception that seems granted to human faculties
after pain. The thought of her nearly completed book thrilled her with
pleasurable excitement. She remembered that Mayne was coming to dinner,
and that she had promised to read him the last completed chapter.
They would have a nice little time together by the fire, before the
theatre to which he was going to take her. Robert was to be out. She
did not know where, though she guessed--and it didn’t matter. She drew
herself up with a thrill of thankfulness that it did not matter. It was
wonderful to be out of pain. The realization that she had refused to be
crushed by circumstances, that she had mastered her life and turned it
at her will, filled her with a sense of triumph, of exultation.
Involuntarily she quickened her pace, as though to make her steps keep
time to her eager thoughts. As she crossed Victoria Street, the great
campanile of the Cathedral drew her eyes upwards towards the stars, and
her heart towards it in gratitude. At this hour it was more wonderful
than ever, its outline, faint and purple, melting like a dream into
the purple sky. With it she always associated her liberty, her present
peace, her recovered energy, all that had brought her out of hell into
the light of day.
When she entered the flat and opened the drawing-room door, it was to
think how pretty, how cosy it looked in the firelight. Tea was ready
on a low table near the hearth. The firelight danced over the dainty
flowered cups, and darting about the room fell now upon a bowl of
roses, now on the emerald silk of a cushion, bringing its color out
in strong relief against the pale-tinted walls. A maid came in with a
tea-pot and a plate of hot cakes, and long after she had put down her
cup Cecily sat dreaming over the fire. She roused presently, with a
glance at the clock, to find it was time to change her dress. All the
while she moved about in her bedroom, taking off her walking-gown,
doing her hair, fastening the bodice of her evening dress, her mind
was pleasantly preoccupied. She was thinking of the people in her
book, people who were flesh and blood to her. They would be discussed
to-night, and Dick was no lenient critic. She wondered what he would
think of her last chapter.
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