All at once, with a curious sense of having failed to realize
something, she began to wonder what she should do without Dick.
Suppose he were to start now on another expedition--next week, perhaps?
She was fastening a chain round her neck when the possibility occurred
to her, and all at once her hands dropped down into her lap and she
stared blankly into the glass. The thought startled her. It was a
little like having the solid ground upon which she walked, and which
she accepted without consideration as part of the recognized order
of things, cut from under her feet. So confused and absorbed was she
at first, that not for some time did she become conscious of her own
reflection in the mirror. When her mind was awake to it, that too came
as a surprise. She was almost pretty again. There was clear color in
her cheeks; her eyes were bright.
“I suppose this frock is becoming,” she told herself as she turned away.
Dick was waiting for her when she re-entered the drawing-room. He
was standing near the fire, holding one hand to the blaze, and as he
turned, she thought how big he looked, how reliable, and she smiled. It
was surprising how glad she always was to see Dick. He never bored her.
“You’re looking very pleased with things in general,” he observed as
he took her hand. “Is it because you’ve got on a new dress? I agree
with you. It’s charming.”
Cecily laughed. “Shall I turn round slowly, to give you the full
effect? Observe the lining of its sleeves and its dear little crystal
clasps!”
“I have observed them,” he said, “and their effect on you. It’s all
that could be wished.” He spoke lightly, but his tone did not tend to
diminish her light-hearted mood.
“Now come!” she exclaimed. “Sit there! Did you think you were here to
enjoy yourself? You’ve got to listen to this chapter before dinner, and
listen _hard_, and think how you can put severe criticism into a
palatable form for me. I insist on the criticism, but I won’t take it
neat!”
She went to her writing-table, and returned with the written chapter,
while Dick obediently settled himself into a comfortable chair.
“Go ahead!” he remarked. “May I smoke?”
The fire clicked a pleasant accompaniment to Cecily’s voice. The
lamplight streamed down upon her soft, thick hair. One of her hands
hung over the arm of the chair, white and slender against the folds of
her dress. It was her left hand, and the firelight fell on the gold of
her wedding-ring. Mayne looked at it once, and averted his gaze with
a half frown. At first it was altogether of her he was thinking, his
pulses still beating rather quickly, as they always beat when he first
saw her, at every one of their meetings. At the beginning of their
intimacy he had been terribly afraid of betraying himself, of making
their friendship impossible, but he had long ago learned to trust
his own power of self-control, and his manner to Cecily had been the
perfection of that affectionate friendliness whose justification is
long acquaintance.
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