“That is not true,” she said, deliberately. “But that it doesn’t happen
to be true is no thanks to you.”
Kingslake, his nerves strained to the uttermost, had lost all
self-control, and was letting himself go, but he recoiled a step before
his wife’s gaze.
“What do you mean by that?” he asked.
“You really want me to tell you?” Her voice came to him icily. “Very
well, then, I will. Two years ago, I was a wretched, unhappy woman
because you had ceased to care for me, and I had therefore ceased to
care for--anything. But I never suspected there was a reason--I thought
it had just happened so--I thought I had somehow failed to keep your
love. Then, quite by chance, I heard of Philippa Burton.”
Robert’s face changed. “But till that day at the Priory----” he began.
Cecily’s eyes suddenly fell. She turned her head aside, with a sort of
unbearable shame. “Robert!” she urged in a low voice, “don’t try to
deceive me any more. Before that day at the Priory you had seen her
constantly--every day, in fact, for months.”
He looked at her uncertainly. “And you knew this--all the time?”
“Not all the time. Not till a few days before you took rooms for her in
the village, and then only by the strangest chance.”
There was a silence. Robert broke it in a curious, shamed voice.
“Cecily, I swear to you that Miss Burton and I were only friends.”
She stood tracing figures on the shelf of the mantelpiece with her
forefinger. When she spoke it was very quietly.
“You should be careful where you make love to your friends, Robert. The
garden is a more or less public place.”
He started, then began to pace the room.
“Cecily!” he urged. “Listen----”
She interrupted him with a sound that was half a sob.
“Ah, Robert!--please don’t. What does it matter now? It hurts me so
to hear you--and you see I _know_.... What does it matter when
it first----” Her voice sank almost to a whisper, but she recovered
herself. “Under the circumstances,” she added, “what was I to think of
your invitation to Dick?”
There was another silence.
“Cecily,” he began again at last, clearing his throat, “do you--do you
really imagine----?”
She turned once more and looked him full in the face, and again
his eyes fell before hers. “What I try to imagine, is that you
_didn’t_ think,” she said, slowly. “You were so engrossed that you
had forgotten--much. But sometimes, Robert--to be truthful--I find it
hard to accept even that explanation.”
He continued to walk restlessly about the room. “So you--you impute to
me vile motives like that?” he asked, uneasily.
“You _do_ think them vile? I’m glad of that,” she answered,
slowly. “In any case you didn’t know Dick. He loves me as you have
never loved me.”
He turned sharply and gazed at her. “You dare to tell me that!”
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