Manners and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Then the adjutant was promoted, and Cottar rejoiced with him, for he
admired the adjutant greatly, and marvelled who might be big enough to
fill his place; so that he nearly collapsed when the mantle fell on his
own shoulders, and the colonel said a few sweet things that made him
blush. An adjutant’s position does not differ materially from that of
head of the school, and Cottar stood in the same relation to the
colonel as he had to his old Head in England. Only, tempers wear out in
hot weather, and things were said and done that tried him sorely, and
he made glorious blunders, from which the regimental sergeant-major
pulled him with a loyal soul and a shut mouth. Slovens and incompetents
raged against him; the weak-minded strove to lure him from the ways of
justice; the small-minded—yea, men whom Cottar believed would never do
“things no fellow can do”—imputed motives mean and circuitous to
actions that he had not spent a thought upon; and he tasted injustice,
and it made him very sick. But his consolation came on parade, when he
looked down the full companies, and reflected how few were in hospital
or cells, and wondered when the time would come to try the machine of
his love and labour.
But they needed and expected the whole of a man’s working-day, and
maybe three or four hours of the night. Curiously enough, he never
dreamed about the regiment as he was popularly supposed to. The mind,
set free from the day’s doings, generally ceased working altogether,
or, if it moved at all, carried him along the old beach-road to the
downs, the lamp-post, and, once in a while, to terrible Policeman Day.
The second time that he returned to the world’s lost continent (this
was a dream that repeated itself again and again, with variations, on
the same ground) he knew that if he only sat still the person from the
Lily Lock would help him, and he was not disappointed. Sometimes he was
trapped in mines of vast depth hollowed out of the heart of the world,
where men in torment chanted echoing songs; and he heard this person
coming along through the galleries, and everything was made safe and
delightful. They met again in low-roofed Indian railway-carriages that
halted in a garden surrounded by gilt-and-green railings, where a mob
of stony white people, all unfriendly, sat at breakfast-tables covered
with roses, and separated Georgie from his companion, while underground
voices sang deep-voiced songs. Georgie was filled with enormous despair
till they two met again. They foregathered in the middle of an endless,
hot tropic night, and crept into a huge house that stood, he knew,
somewhere north of the railway-station where the people ate among the
roses. It was surrounded with gardens, all moist and dripping; and in
one room, reached through leagues of whitewashed passages, a Sick Thing
lay in bed. Now the least noise, Georgie knew, would unchain some
waiting horror, and his companion knew it, too; but when their eyes met
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