The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
And now we were again at home--at home--no longer home to me. And Alice
with her silk gown and her great white muslin apron which I had braided
for her, with the cap of lace and white ribbons which I had made, and
her little white shawl fastened with a brooch which Harry had given her,
and which contained some of my hair. Alice stood by my chair, sometimes
forgetting that she had to attend to the party at table, and only
remembering that she had to cry over, and comfort, and encourage me.
Harry was in wild spirits, too joyous, almost flighty--like a man who
has just achieved some wonderful triumph; but is scarcely quite aware of
it yet. His name was Southcote now, and my name was unchanged. My father
sat at the head of the table, beside us--he was grave, but much calmer
than he had been in the morning, and I thought he watched Harry, and
Harry avoided his eye in a manner which was strange to me. Mr. Osborne
and his niece were a great relief to us--this event, which was so
momentous to us, was nothing to them but a little occasion of festivity
to which they had to contribute a reasonable portion of gaiety. They
came to rejoice with those who did rejoice, and they were certainly the
most successful in the company. The table was gay with flowers, and
there were the sweet pale Cottiswoode roses, like friends from home,
with dew upon their leaves, and the faint fragrance stealing through the
room. I wondered once more where Alice had got them--for my own part I
was not now excited; I had fallen into a lull of composure, and was
watching everybody. I remember the little speech Mr. Osborne made--full
of real kindness; but with a little mock formality in it, as if a large
party had been present, when he drank our healths; and I remember the
glow upon Harry's face, and the gleam in his eyes, when he without any
mockery stretched out his hand to him, and thanked him. Miss Osborne sat
by me in her rustle and flutter of finery, whispering jokes and kind
words into my ear; telling me not to look so pale--not to blush so
much--to compose myself and a great many other young lady-like sayings,
and I began to think that though it was not very comfortable, it might
be very good to be "supported" by Miss Osborne, since I carefully strove
to banish all trace of feeling from my face, that I might be saved from
her criticisms. We sat at table an unmercifully long time; but though I
could see Harry was as impatient as I was, and though he was constantly
looking at his watch, and whispering that it would soon be time to go
away, no one else seemed disposed to release us. At length my father
rose, and we all went into the drawing-room, where the table was covered
with cards and envelopes. My father lifted one of the little packets and
took a note from it to show to me. It was addressed to my cousin, and
very formally and politely informed him of what had taken place to-day.
"I thought it right to let him know; what do you think, Harry?" said my
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