The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
Yes--the charm of our rambling was gone, all my desire now was to get
home to know what this confession was which Harry had to make to me. It
was not the confession I had dreaded--it was not that somebody else had
ever been as dear to him as I was now--what could it be? He spoke of it
no more, but left it to my imagination without a word. My imagination,
puzzled and bewildered, could make nothing of the mystery--could he, in
his early youth, have done something very _wrong?_ No, it was
impossible, I could not credit that of Harry. I was entirely at fault,
and I think before an hour was over I would gladly have undertaken to
forgive him beforehand, and chase the nightmare away. But he did not
seem able to forget it; it was a bigger nightmare to him than to me. He
was very kind, very loving, and tender; but there was a deprecation in
his manner which troubled me exceedingly. How I longed now that this
Dutch professor had never broken in upon our happy, happy days. How
annoyed I was at my own childish perversity, my opposition to Harry
because I thought he was not cordial to the stranger. What concern had I
with the stranger? and he had repaid me by bringing the first blank into
our joyous intercourse--the first secret between our hearts.
Before evening was spent, we were a little better. It made me miserable
to see Harry looking unhappy and constrained. We tacitly avoided all
reference which could touch upon this mystery, and arranged and
re-arranged our journey home, or to "England" as we said. I did not ask
where we should go to, nor did he say, and so ended the first tedious
evening of our married life.
THE SECOND DAY.
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