The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
And so we drove on--the gliding silent motion of the carriage seemed
very subdued and gentle after the rush of the railway--on through dark
silent hedgeless woods, over the wide level country, which stretched
around us one vast dull plain under the shadow of the night. It was my
own country, I saw; and I put out my hand from the carriage window to
feel the fresh wind, which came over miles and miles of these broad
flats, unbroken by any obstacle. Not a hedgerow, scarcely a tree, and
neither passenger upon the way nor human habitation was to be seen in
the darkness--nothing but the dark soil, the wide, wide indescribable
distance, the fine breeze and the dim sky. The very road we were on was
a level straightforward line, which seemed to have no turnings, but to
go blindly forward, uninterrupted, as if it went to the end of the
world. All the charm which I used to feel in my native locality returned
upon me; space, and breadth, and freedom almost infinite, was in this
land which people called monotonous and dreary. My spirit rose, my heart
beat high. I felt my breast expand to the fresh wind--but when I turned
to Harry--Harry seemed quite unmoved by it; he was still buried in his
own dark thoughts.
The carriage was a private one, luxuriously fitted up, and I thought the
servants recognised him as servants recognise their masters; but I had
never been told that he was rich enough for this, and it joined with the
greater mystery to puzzle me. When I looked out again, I began to think
the way quite familiar to my eyes: that was not unlikely, being in
Cambridgeshire, but now they grew strangely familiar, even in the
darkness. Could the house Harry had taken be near Cottiswoode--my heart
beat still louder at the thought--I scarcely knew whether it pleased or
vexed me; yet I thought I would have pleasure in showing Edgar Southcote
how independent of jealousy or any mean feeling Harry's wife could be. I
looked out eagerly, recognising now a tree and now a cottage--we were
surely near the hamlet. Harry, too, stirred in his course; I thought he
watched me, but I was full of old thoughts and did not speak to him.
Yes! there were the elm-trees--the old avenue. Then I drew back in my
seat with tears in my eyes--eager as I was, I could not look out when we
were passing so near my own old home.
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