And Alice, dear, kind, faithful Alice, who had no thought but for me, was grateful to me for seeking my own pleasure thus. I felt as if I had done her a favor, when I heard her "bless you, my darling!" Ah, this humble love was very consolatory; but I am not sure that it was very good for me. I was not very strong nor able to walk as I had been used to do. But I felt the sweet exhilaration of the wind upon my face, and looked with pleasure along the level road, to see the thatched houses of Cottisbourne clustering as if for a gossip under the sunshine, and the great sky descending in its vast cloudy parallels to the very edge of these boundless featureless fields. The hum in the air so different from the hum in summer; the sharp, far-away bark of that dog, which always does bark somewhere within your range of hearing in a winter landscape; the shriller harping of the leafless elms, a sound so distinct from the soft rustling of their summer foliage--everything had a clear, ringing, cheering sound--and Flora went on by my side, the embodiment and concentration of all the lesser happiness, with a gay light tripping pace like a bird's, and all her heart and mind in sweet harmonious motion with her young graceful frame. I had always, myself, been the youngest in our little household--it was a new pleasure to me, and yet a strange, unusual sensation, to find myself thrown into the elder, graver, superior place, and this young creature with me, whom I could not help but treat like a child, a younger sister, rich in possession of youth, which I had never known. At fifteen, I think, I must have felt old beside Flora, and now at one-and-twenty--no great age, heaven knows!--I was struck with wonder and admiration at the beautiful youthfulness which was in every motion and every word of this simple pretty girl. My marriage, and my unhappiness, had increased the natural distance between us. I did not envy Flora; but I had a sort of reflective, half melancholy delight in looking at her--such as old people have, I fancy--which was strange enough at my years. "Do you not like walking, cousin?" said Flora--"I think the fresh air is so sweet--I do not care whether it is summer or winter. I think I should like always to be out of doors. I always could dance when I feel the wind on my face like this." "But I am older than you, Flora," said I. Flora laughed, her sweet, low, ringing laugh--"I am sure you are not so much older than me, as I am older than Gus," she said; "but mamma says when they are all at home, that I am the wildest boy among them. Do you like riding, cousin?" "I never ride," said I.