The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"Dear cousin Hester! I think you are very melancholy," said Flora,
looking up at me affectionately. "Pray don't speak of the gloomy
Southcotes, you are only sad, you are not gloomy; and I do not wonder--I
am sure if it were I," the tears gathered heavily into her sweet blue
eyes. No--Flora, like myself, six months ago, knew nothing of the course
of time and nature. Flora could understand any degree of mourning for
such a grief as mine.
Alice had met my eye with an inquiring and slightly troubled glance, and
now she went away--we were left alone. Flora and I--for some time we sat
in silence together, my eyes bent upon the fire, and hers on me. This
sweet simple girl seemed to fancy that she had a sort of charge of
me--to amuse and cheer me. After a short interval, she spoke again.
"I saw some beautiful flowers down stairs, are they from your
green-house, cousin? Some one told me there was such a beautiful
conservatory at Cottiswoode; do your plants thrive? Do you spend much
time there? Are you fond of flowers, cousin Hester?"
"I used to like them very well," I said; "but I do not think I have been
in the conservatory here more than half-a-dozen times. Would you like to
go now, Flora?"
"Oh, yes--so much! if it would not tire you," said Flora, starting up;
"we have only such a little shabby one at Ennerdale. Mamma used to say
the nursery was her conservatory; but I am very fond of flowers. Oh,
what a beautiful place! Did you use to have this when you were at
Cottiswoode before? I think I could live here if this were mine!"
And she flew about, light-hearted and light-footed, through the pretty
conservatory, which indeed looked a very suitable place for her. As I
followed her languidly, Flora found flower after flower which she did
not know, and came darting back to me to know the names, reckoning upon
my knowledge, as it seemed, with the most perfect confidence. I did not
know--I did not know--I had never observed it before. Her young bright
face grew blank as she received always the same answer; and by-and-by
she restrained her natural exuberance, and came and walked beside me
soberly, and ceased to assail me with questions. I was not much
satisfied with the change, but I caught Flora's grave, anxious,
wondering look at me, and knew that this and everything else was laid to
the source of my sorrow, and that the sincerest pity and affectionate
anxiety for me had risen in this young girl's simple heart.
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