The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
sundry books displayed upon it, and the "widow lady" exhibited her pride
and crowning glory with evident satisfaction. Alice looked upon all with
a discontented eye--this homely finery made no impression upon her--for
Alice could not be persuaded that I was a voluntary exile and outcast;
she could be reconciled to my leaving home, but she could not reconcile
herself to any descent in rank. I was still Mrs. Southcote of
Cottiswoode, to Alice.
Upstairs there were two bed-rooms, and no more; one very white and in
good order, with dimity hangings, and carefully polished furniture; the
other with no hangings at all, and not much furnishing to boast of; and
these, with the kitchen, made all the house.
Alice looked in my face anxiously. "You never can live in this little
place, dear? What could you do here?" cried Alice. "Miss Hester, you
won't think of it; there's no accommodation for a lady here."
"There is quite enough for us two," I said. "I do not wish to live as we
lived at home; I want to help myself with my own hands; I want to live
as your daughter might live, Alice; I think this is very good--we do not
want any more."
Alice, for the moment, was almost impatient with me. "So you mean to
think you can live and sit all day in this little place," she said,
looking round upon the fine parlor; "it's sinful, Miss Hester, it is.
I'll not give in to it. Do you think upon what's coming, dear?
Well-a-day, that it should be coming now! Do you think you can lie down
upon that hard sofa, and put up with this place, after what you've been
used to?--it goes against my conscience--it's sinful, Miss Hester."
"And why, Alice?" said I.
Alice found it difficult to answer why, but was not less positive on
that account. "I don't like it myself," said Alice; "I've not been used
to it this many a day, but, darling, you!"
"Alice, let us be humble--let us be quiet--let me have something to do,"
I said earnestly. "We will have nobody in the house but you and I. We
will serve each other. We will do everything with our own hands. Do not
try to resist me, Alice. I think I have a great deal to learn yet. I am
not so proud as I was. Let me try what life is among poorer people. Let
me have my will, Alice."
Alice made no further resistance. Her face was not so contracted as
usual--that was all--but now she made me sit down, and went to the
kitchen herself to bargain with the landlady. I heard their voices
immediately in audible parley. The widow was anxious to have her house
taken for some fixed time; while Alice, I could hear, was rather
mysterious and lofty, and did not know how long her lady might be able
to stay. Then there came an inquiry about my name, and something which
sounded like a request for a reference, and Alice came abruptly back to
me. I was sitting where she had left me, listening to their
conversation, and she came close to my side, and stooped to whisper in
my ear, and said, "What name will I say, Miss Hester?"
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