The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"Every one does, dear," said Alice, cheerfully; "but there's nothing
about dying now, darling. We can't have that, and, Miss Hester, have you
ever thought what was to be the baby's name?" Once more I was taken by
surprise. Once more I turned my face away from him, that his sweet cheek
might not be fretted by tears. I could say only one word--"Harry"--but
that was enough for Alice. Her face brightened again, and she stooped
over baby to give me time to recover myself. Alice was a wise nurse, and
would not even notice my agitation; so I made an effort to subdue it,
and was calm once more.
"Alice, you will be sure to write," I whispered; "and--well, _you_ have
seen other babies--do you really think he is very pretty, or is it only
because he is our own?"
Alice satisfied me by a great many assurances. "Babies are not always
pretty, darling," said the impartial Alice; "I have seen the oddest
little things, though their mothers were always pleased; but Master
Harry is a noble boy! Look how big he is; why he's quite a weight to
lift already, and such a head of hair," she continued, gently pushing
back his cap to show the silky down beneath; "and look here, Miss
Hester, what arms, he might be a month old, bless him, instead of half a
day. Do I really think it? My darling, I never, all my days, was called
a flatterer before."
Nor had I the least inclination to call Alice a flatterer now, for,
without any partiality, he really was a very beautiful boy, though he
lay there winking, frowning, and making such pugilistic use of his
little hands. I thought they were miracles, these little hands, when it
pleased him to unfold them; such beautiful little miniatures, with their
delicious soft touch, and tapered tender little fingers. I bent down my
cheek to put it into the way of those natural weapons of his as he
fenced about with them. I could have cried again with delight at those
small blows. Then Alice pretended he was too much for me, and that she
could not permit me to get excited; but I knew very well this was only
an excuse to get him into her own arms; but I was as glad of Alice's joy
as of my own. I had given her much to grieve her kind faithful heart, it
was time I gave her something to make her glad; and what could do that
so well as my baby boy? I watched her walking softly up and down the
room, holding him so daintily, so prettily upon both her hands, and then
she removed him to one arm, and made a reclining couch of it, when he
seemed to lie so easy, so securely with his head upon her bosom. I
looked, and wondered, and envied. Only study and experience could give
that facility, and I had a strong impression that I would be afraid to
handle that little precious frame as Alice did. Somehow or other it
seemed to complete Alice, and make her a perfect picture. The baby, with
its long streaming white robes, nestled so sweetly into her breast,
looked a necessary adjunct to her now. I wondered how I should never
have perceived the want of it before.
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