The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
I never paused to lift my glove. I snatched up my baby hurriedly and
almost ran away. I would not look back, lest I should see some one find
it, and be obliged to acknowledge it as mine. I hastened along as if I
had been stealing instead of only losing this precious ornament. I am
sure I felt as guilty, for this was not an innocent and _bonâ-fide_
loss, and I trembled between hope and terror. I had been out for some
time, and, truth to speak, Master Harry had momentarily fatigued the
arms of his mamma. Then the capricious wind chose this time of all
others to loose my hair from under my bonnet, and catch a wild
half-curled lock to sport with, and I had no glove upon my right hand;
the only one which baby's ample vestments permitted to be visible. In
this case I hurried on, meeting a London nursemaid with some wild pretty
children, who drew herself up in conscious superiority; meeting the
Rector's pony carriage, with Mrs. Rector in it, who nodded to me with
her usual amused disapproving look, and, I was very certain, laughed
when I was past. Somehow or other, I almost enjoyed these interruptions,
and hastened homeward with my gloveless hand and my face flushed with
haste and exercise. I certainly could not have looked much like a
miserable forsaken wife, or a self-consuming passionate misanthrope,
when I reached our cottage door.
The brightest face in the world was looking out for me at the
window--Flora! Flora Ennerdale! what could bring her here? But I had
scarcely time to ask the question when she ran out to meet me, as eager
and joyful as her sweet, affectionate nature could be. Flora seized upon
my ungloved hand, and stood looking at me in her pretty shy way to see
if I would kiss her. I did, this time, with real love and pleasure; and
Baby!--she took him, though I only half consented, out of my arms, with
a natural instinct for it, yet not with the perfect skill which I
flattered myself I had attained to, and insisted upon carrying him in,
very proud and delighted, to the little parlor, where she had already
made herself quite at home, but where her mother's elderly maid, who had
come with her, sat very dainty and frigid, much more disgusted with our
penurious appointments than Flora was. For the first moment I was
conscious of nothing but pleasure in seeing her, but now I began to
inquire within myself and to wonder--who had told her? who had sent her?
was she the investigating dove, the messenger to tell if the floods had
abated?--a momentary pang of pique and jealous pride made me look
gravely at Flora; but it was impossible to look at her sweet, innocent
face, and think of any hidden design. No, she would tell me honestly why
she came--I was sure of that.
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