The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
Alice was not so much dismayed as I was. "I feared it would be found,"
she said; "but patience, dear; there is but one heir to Cottiswoode, and
it's worn on a woman's hand."
I had to content myself, of course; but I scarcely liked to put up my
hand, with that ring upon it, to my neck, where hung my mother's
miniature. Alice's eye followed me, as I did it once, and her face
lighted up. "If the ring is the sign of strife, the picture is peace
itself, Miss Hester," she said with a faltering voice. I almost thought
so myself. How strange it was to wear these two things together!
THE FIFTH DAY.
My baby was very ill. He had been seized a week before, but we had not
apprehended anything. Now we were closely shut up in my bed-room, trying
to shield every breath of air from him; keeping up the fire though it
was only September, while I sat by the fireside holding him on my knee,
watching the changes of his face, his breathing, his movements, with
frightful anxiety, and reproaching myself, oh, so bitterly, for that one
last walk, which had brought this illness upon him. He had taken a
violent cold, and I could not but see, by the anxiety of the doctor, by
the gravity of Alice, and the pitying tender look which she cast upon
me, how they thought it would end. When I awoke from my security to
think of this, I dare not describe the misery that came upon me. Oh, I
had talked of misery and hopelessness before, but what were all the
griefs in the world to this one! To look at him, and think he might be
taken from me--to look upon those sweet features, which might be
by-and-by removed from my eyes for ever; oh, heaven, that agony! that
was the bitterness of death.
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