The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"And you will come," Flora said, blushing all over her pretty face. "It
is to be in a month. You will be sure to come, cousin Hester? though I
am afraid you will think it noisy and a great bustle, for there are to
be a great many--six bridesmaids. Do you think it is wrong to be gay at
such a time?--but indeed I could not help it, cousin Hester?"
"And, indeed, I do not think it wrong, cousin Flora," said I, smiling at
her seriousness; "and I only wish I could do something to show how very
right I think it to do honor to a bride. Is there nothing you would like
yourself that Mamma is indifferent about? Not anything at all that I
could do for you, Flora?"
By dint of close questioning, it turned out that there were two or three
things which Flora had set her heart upon, and which Mamma was not
remarkably favorable to; and the result of our conference was, that I
was seized with a strong desire to drive to Cambridge immediately with
my young guest, and make some certain purchases. There was time enough
yet to do it, and Flora was in great delight at the proposal, which gave
me also no small degree of pleasure. After the usual fears that it was
troubling me, Flora ran up stairs very willingly to get ready, and I,
with a little tremor, knocked softly at the door of the library. My
husband was seated as usual at his table--busy, or seeming so. When I
entered he looked up, as he always did now when I went to him, with a
startled look of expectation. I told him we were going to Cambridge, but
hoped to be back in time for dinner. It always confused and disturbed
me, this look of his.
"And am I to go with you, Hester?" he said, rising with some alacrity.
"Oh, no!" I said, confused and hesitating, "I did not mean to trouble
you. I--of course, if you pleased, we would be very glad; but I only
wanted to tell you--I did not think----"
"Very well," he said, sitting down, and interrupting my tremulous
explanation. "I thank you for letting me know. Perhaps Mrs. Templeton
had better delay dinner to give you full time. I hope you will have a
pleasant drive. Ah, there is the carriage--you should lose no time,
Hester."
Thus dismissed, I hastened away--always, alas!--always bringing with me
when I left him a sore heart. Would he have been pleased to go?--should
I have asked him? How I tormented myself with these questions. If we had
been living in full mutual love and confidence, I would have said to
him, gaily--"We do not want you; this is quite a confidential woman's
expedition--a thing with which you have nothing to do;" but now I went
away pondering whether I should not spoil our little piece of impromptu
business, and making the drive and the afternoon alike miserable by
returning once more, and entreating him to go.
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