The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"Here! _I_ have something to tell you," cried this man, struggling
forward. "Do you call this keeping your word, young lady? What do you
mean by keeping my papers, and then running away?"
"Mr. Saville," I said, hastily appealing to the Rector, "I have nothing
to say to him yet. The papers are not his, but Miss Saville's. When I
have anything to say to him I will come to the Rectory. Just now I am
very anxious to get home. Oh, I beg of you, bid them drive home!"
"Don't do anything of the sort, William," said Saville. "Stop, you
fellow! So your precious husband's run away; I thought as much. Stop, do
you hear! I've something to say to the lady. Why, Mrs. Southcote, have
you forgotten the appointment you made with me to-day?"
"Is he mad?" cried I--for he had jumped upon the step, and stood peering
in at me through the open window. I was not frightened now, but I was
very angry. I shrank back to the other side of the carriage, disgusted
by his near vicinity, and called to Joseph. "No, ma'am, he's not mad,
he's only drunk," said Joseph. While they struggled together, the
coachman drove on again, and Saville was thrown to the ground. The poor
Rector! he stood by, looking on with dismay and fright and
horror--thinking of the disgrace, and of his "position," and of what
people would say; but the only way to save him as well as myself, was to
hasten on.
And there was Cottiswoode at last--the open door, the ruddy light; but
Edgar was not standing by to help me--my husband had not come home! I
had begun to hope that he had--I stepped into the hall with the heaviest
disappointment; I could have thrown myself down on the floor before the
servants in an agony of self-humiliation. It was all my own doing, he
had gone away.
Just then, Mrs. Templeton made her appearance in considerable state,
holding a letter. No doubt she, as well as myself, concluded what it
was--a leave-taking--a final explanation--such a wretched letter as I
had once left for him. "This came immediately you were gone, ma'am,"
said Mrs. Templeton, who looked as if she had been crying. "It ought to
have come last night; but I gave the fellow such a talking to as he
won't forget yet awhile. Please to remember, ma'am, it wasn't master's
fault."
I took no notice of this--my whole mind was on the letter. I hastened in
with it, without a word, and closed upon myself the door of the library.
With trembling hands I tore it open--after that I think I must have
fallen down on my knees in the extreme thankfulness which, finding no
words, tried to say by attitude and outward expression what it could not
say with the lips--for this was all that Edgar said:--
"MY DEAR HESTER,--I have met with an old friend unexpectedly, and
have engaged to go with him to look after some business of
importance. I am grieved to be absent without letting you know, and
I have no time now to explain. I shall endeavor to be home
to-morrow night. Affectionately,
"HARRY E. SOUTHCOTE."
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