The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
I made no answer, but only looked closely at him. As he caught my eye,
the color flushed to his face and he started up. "Do you mean to say
that he tries to identify me with my mother's eldest son?" he cried,
with considerable excitement; "is this the story?--and her own
letters--how are they pressed into the service?--is this what you have
heard, Hester? Why do you not speak?--this is what you have heard!"
"Yes," I said, under my breath, feeling something like a culprit under
his eye.
And Harry began to stride about the room, in considerable excitement,
muttering words which I am afraid were not very commendatory to Saville.
"The rascal!--the villain!--and only to deceive her--only to make my
wife a party against me?" he exclaimed, as he paced through the
apartment--then gradually subduing himself he came back and resumed his
place by my side.
"If it were not that the results of his scheming have blessed me beyond
my hopes, I am afraid I should lack power to restrain myself," he said,
"and all the more because this invention could only have been to deceive
_you_, Hester, for it could not stand a moment's examination. I see what
his abominable purpose was--to show to the world husband and wife
contending with each other over this disputed inheritance. He must have
trusted to your ignorance of the world--to your own truthful and open
nature, which was beyond suspicion--and, good Heavens, Hester, think of
it! to your hatred of me."
To the very depths of my heart I was humiliated; it was a palpable fraud
then, a trick, which could only have been tried upon a credulous fool, a
woman, or a child. My last eminence sank beneath my feet; I had no
longer even discrimination enough to judge between the false and the
true.
"Harry," I said faltering, "it may be only that I cannot bear you to
think me so foolish: but I think indeed it might have deceived even a
wiser person than I. I was prepared to think it a lie, but it looked
very like truth, Harry; indeed it is difficult to consent to it that I
have been so very _easily_ deceived."
"Ah, Hester, it all comes of our past circumstances," said my husband,
"you were deceived because you did not know my story; shall I tell it to
you now?"
I said "yes," eagerly--then my eye caught the forsaken breakfast table,
the poor kettle subsided into noiseless quietness, all its cheerful
boiling over. "But you have had no breakfast!" I exclaimed. How Harry
laughed, how his face shone, and the tears came to his eyes! Strange
that it was always some simplest word that moved him most. He threw the
papers down, and caught me in his kind arms, and rejoiced over me. These
common things put him in mind of what had happened to us, of the life
that lay before us now, the union that began to-day.
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