The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
I had got all that we wanted, and when she went away, I drew my chair to
the window, and began a labor of love. Alice never changed the fashion
of her garments, and while she labored night and day for me, I was
making a cap for her, and braiding a great muslin apron, which she was
to wear on _the day_. I was very busy with the apron, doing it after a
fashion of my own, and in a pattern which Alice would think all the more
of because it was my own design, though I am not very sure that it
gained much in effect by that circumstance. I drew my seat near to the
open window, into the sunshine, and began to work, singing to myself
very quietly but very gladly, as the pattern grew under my fingers. My
heart rejoiced in the beautiful day, and in its own gladness; and I do
not know that this joy was less pleasant for the tremor of expectation,
and the flutter of fear, which my strange new circumstances brought me.
I glanced from the window, hearing a step in the garden, and there was
Harry, wandering about looking up at me.
When he caught my eye, he began to beckon with all his might, and try to
get me to come down to him. I had seen him already this morning, so I
knew it was not because he had anything to say to me, and I shook my
head, and returned to my work. Then he began to telegraph to me his
despair, his impatience, his particular wish to talk to me--and kept me
so occupied smiling at him, and answering his signals, that the apron
did not make much more progress than if I had gone down. At last,
however, Alice came back, and I looked from the window no more, but went
on soberly with my occupation. I had no young friends to come to see my
pretty things, so Alice began to put them away.
A fortnight was gone, since that day when we were engaged, as Alice
called it; and in a week, only a week now, the other day was to come.
"You have never told me yet, Miss Hester," said Alice, as she passed
behind me, "where you are going, after--"
I interrupted her hurriedly. I was frightened for a mention of this
dreadful ceremony, in so many words; and the idea of going away was
enough to overset my composure at any time--I who had never left home
before, and such a going away as this!
"We are to go abroad," I answered hurriedly; "but only for a few weeks,
and then to have a house in Cambridgeshire, if we can find one very near
at hand, Alice."
"Yes," answered Alice.
There was so much implied in this "yes," it seemed so full of
information and consciousness, as if she could tell me more than I told
her, that I was annoyed and almost irritated. In the displeasure of the
moment I could not continue the conversation; it was very strange what
Alice could mean by these inferences, and then to look so much offended
when I spoke to her about them. I saw that Harry was still in the
garden, looking up, and beckoning to me again, when he saw me look
out--so I put away my work, and went down to hear what he had to say.
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