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She was silent for a moment. Then her eyes stole a stealthy glance at
the card-playing party in the next room. Gerard watched her, and said--
“I have told you why I don’t believe you can care for Denver Van
Santen. I want to know whether you care for the other fellow.”
She turned to him with a scoffing air.
“How on earth can it matter to you for whom I care, Mr. Buckland, when
you look upon me as an accomplice of card-sharpers?” she asked lightly.
“I don’t know why I do care,” he replied desperately, “except that you
are such an enigma that every detail concerning you is of surpassing
interest to me. I don’t understand you. I believe it’s difficult to
understand any woman; but certainly I never believed it until I met
you. But it seems to me that you unite in your own person all the
puzzling attributes of all the women who ever lived. The consequence
is that I adore you at one moment, I hate you the next. One day I
believe that all my suspicions of you are flimsy and groundless, and
that I only want the key to solve the mystery which will show you to
be all I want to believe you; the next day I can see in you only a
malignant enchantress, charming men to their undoing, without heart and
without conscience.”
“I’ve told you to believe that last description to be true, haven’t I?”
“But I can’t--I won’t. Rachel, when I spoke to you before about my
feeling for you, you promised to ask to be set free.”
“And I did ask--as I wrote you--and was refused. Don’t begin the
old argument again. It is of no use. You shouldn’t have come here
to-day--you shouldn’t have come here at all. It is all pain, nothing
but pain and distress that you give yourself and me by coming. Mr.
Buckland, be warned by me. This is not the place where women--or men,
either--are seen at their best. I don’t mean that there is any harm
in what we do, but the atmosphere is not good, not wholesome. Take my
advice: say good-bye to me now, and go back to town, and don’t come
here again. As I’ve told you, my way and yours lie far apart; there is
no advantage in pretending not to know it. Now, will you be good, and
wish me good-bye, and find you have an appointment in town that takes
you back early?”
The lights had been turned up, and Gerard knew that old Mrs. Van
Santen, from her corner of the room near the tea-table, was watching
him and Miss Davison. These two were sitting close by the curtains
of the wide window, partly hidden by one of them, indeed, though not
sufficiently for the old lady not to be able to see that something very
interesting was the subject of their conversation.
Gerard felt her eyes upon him, even when he was not looking at her;
and presently, even while he was so much occupied with Rachel, he saw
the old lady beckon Delia to her, and speak to her hurriedly, in a low
voice.
In the meantime he turned to Miss Davison and answered her question
after a short pause.
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