Wounded at last--perhaps mortally! was his first reflection; for he
could feel that the bullet was in his body still. Life, death--the
past, the future--'the possible heaven, the impending hell'--all
flashed upon him, with thoughts of his own misery in lying there
dying, helpless, and so far from Ernestine!
A faintness came over him, from which he was roused by feeling some
one opening his tunic.
'Where are you wounded?' asked a familiar voice, and Charlie found
the doctor of the regiment--with all of whom, we have said, he was a
great favourite--bending over him kindly, with the hospital attendant
of his company.
'In the breast,' he gasped.
The doctor had but little time to lose, and the bullets were
_pinging_ past him and his patient in every direction.
'The bullet is lodged near the spine,' said the doctor, 'and it must
be cut out, but not here.'
'Is--is the wound dangerous?' he faltered.
'Not very; but great care will be requisite.'
Whether on the part of himself or his medical attendant Charlie did
not inquire; the tone in Which the doctor said 'very' lessened his
hopes.
'God's will be done,' said he; and there flashed on his memory all
that little Célandine de Caillé had said to him that morning about
religion; while the doctor put a pad on the wound, bandaged it, and
hastened to look at Schönforst, but he was long since past all aid,
and stone-dead.
Save the moans, cries, and interjections--pious, fierce, or
despairing--of those around him, Charlie heard little more but the
occasional boom of the heavy guns as the tide and din of the battle
rolled away towards Gravelotte; and great faintness, like a kind of
sleep, stole over him. From time to time the acute agony of his
wound roused him, and amid his terrible thoughts, ever present were
the images of Ernestine and his family.
The emotion of faintness increased as the day wore on and evening
came. He saw many around him die, and thinking that his own time
would soon come too, he thought once more of the French girl's words,
and strove to fashion a prayer or two, but they were little else than
pious invocations.
Dying, as he certainly deemed himself to be, his thoughts flashed
incessantly to her he loved; her whose soft hand might too probably
never be in his again; anon to his boyhood's home in Warwickshire;
the voices of his father and of his dead mother came drowsily to his
ear; the soft English faces of his sisters floated before him. Oh,
how hard it was to lie there bleeding, and too probably dying, when
they were all making merry, perhaps, in that drawing-room which he
remembered so well, and many of the pettiest details of which, even
to a crack in the ceiling, came strangely back to memory now, with
scraps of songs and forgotten airs.
Would the Krankentrager never come to take him away? Had the doctor
and hospital attendant both forgotten him, or had been killed? The
latter, too probably.
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