Like Charlie, when in many a comfortless bivouac under the sky and
dew of heaven, under canvas when the summer rain pattered on the tent
roof within an inch of his nose, of when in his bed tossing
restlessly at the Chateau de Caillé, how many wild, strange, and
impracticable plans and schemes did the busy mind of Ernestine frame,
to reconstruct and hopelessly destroy again! Time, possibility, and
the usages of life--and especially of her position in life, she
overleaped with wonderful facility, so impulsive was she, but to fall
back panting, as it were, and without one ray of hope, till she
became, as we have said, like a stone, yet love lived on.
Times there were when she imagined, or strove to imagine, that she
had eloped with Charlie; that he had cast epaulettes, sword, and
military reputation to the winds, and all for her sake; and that she
was rambling with him among those lovely woods and sylvan scenes he
had so often described to her, the scenes of his native home in
Warwick. They did not require a huge schloss; they could be so happy
in a little cottage, and she was certain that she could milk a cow,
if she tried.
Charlie she must and would see again at all hazards! Were they not
each other's unto death--vowed in life and death? Even now _where_
he was, she knew not, wist not; but in imagination she felt his arm
pressing her hand to his side; she saw his brave and tender gaze of
love into her eyes till they seemed to droop beneath the magnetism of
it; she felt his kisses on their snowy lids, on her hair and on her
brow, and all his soft uttered whispers come to memory again. And as
she thought over all these things, the girl clasped her hot white
hands in agony by day, and tossed feverishly and restlessly on her
pillow by night.
At last Heinrich returned, to the increased joy of all and the
thoughts of Ernestine went back to that evening when, from the
terrace, she had watched Carl, driving in the britzka towards the
Schloss--her Carl, then a stranger to her save by name, but who was
now so dear! Heinrich looked well and strong, sun-browned and
bold-eyed, and as the Count said, after kissing him on both cheeks,
and giving him a kindly thwack on the back, 'not a whit the worse for
his hanging!'
And now utterly regardless of what her parents might think or say,
oblivious alike of their anger and their absurd pride, Ernestine, in
her, usual passionate way, threw herself into her brother's arms, and
cried in a piercing voice:
'Oh, Heinrich, what news of _him_, of Carl? tell me, my brother--my
brother, lest I die.'
'I have no news, dear sister; the regiment has heard nothing of him
since the battle of the 14th of August, before Metz,' replied
Heinrich, speaking with great reluctance, being alike loath to wound
his tender sister, or in that moment of their happiness to offend his
parents. But now her father spoke, and calmly too.
'The _Blatt_ stated that the Herr Lieutenant was wounded?'
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