I asked her if she was thirsty, understanding how quickly wounded
persons crave in this direction. She answered "No;" but, as I believed,
out of the sweetness of her heart, to save me anguish by any kind
of confession of suffering beyond what she had already owned to.
Believing her to be bleeding all the time, I held her hand, in constant
expectation of feeling it frosted and turning heavy with death. The
sea, in its mighty life of a thousand centuries, has upborne many
dismal and affrighting pictures to the chill eye of the moon, to the
fiery inspection of the sun, to the blindness of the cloud-blackened
sky; but none worse than what our boat made; no torments direr than
what I suffered. I could not see her face to observe whether she
smiled upon me or not; the love in her eyes was hidden from me, and my
heart could take no comfort from imagination when, for all I knew, the
glazing of approaching dissolution might have iced those liquid violet
impassioned depths into an unmeaning stare.
Add to her lying in the blackness, wounded and bleeding; add to the
anguish with which I probed the ebon smother for the merest glimpse of
her, till my eyes burned like red-hot balls of fire under my brows;
add to this, those elements of mystery, of horror, which entered into
and created that black, sightless time; the desolate thunder of surf,
defining to the ear the leagues and leagues of savage coast aswarm
with roaring beasts, with hissing reptiles, with creatures in human
form fiercer and of crueller instincts than either; the magnitude of
the ocean on whose breathing breast our tiny bark lay rocking; the
wondrous darkness of the deep shadow of the fog upon the natural gloom
of the night; the commingling of sullen and mysterious tones in the
sulky obscurity--notes that seemed to come out of the seaward infinity,
that seemed to rise from each swinging respiring fold under us, in
voiceless sound that made you think of a moody conscience in some
labouring breast troubling the ear of imagination with mutterings whose
audibility was that of the inarticulate speech of phantoms.
CHAPTER XII.
I AM ALONE.
It was about midnight, as I was able presently to gather, when a
sort of paleness entered into the fog; and hard upon the heels of
this change, the air, that had been weakly breathing, briskened
somewhat, fetching a deeper echo from the booming roll of the surf
on the starboard side; and the water came to the boat in a shivering
phosphoric light of ripples that set her a-dabbling.
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