He could not raise his hands; to raise his
eyelids was a dragging effort, sad and slow. It was night. The air was
damp and cold. They were carrying him on a stretcher. Their steps
sounded on the pontoon bridge. The water rippled below, or else it was
the rain beating on the tent, murmuring, murmuring. Helen was saying
"You _must_ stay," and held his wrist, and he said, "I never saw
anything make up its mind the way you do," so that they both laughed,
and the pit echoed like a bass drum which made them laugh more, and then
echoed with infinite thrilling moans which frightened them. And he
whispered in the darkness, "It's fun we're in the same pit," and she
whispered back, "Yes, gorgeous."
* * * * *
"It fills me with benignant admiration"--so reads one of Mavering's
articles, dated "This 21st of December, one mile, possibly two--Heaven
help us and call it three--from the Rappahannock," and entitled
"Illustrated Speculations"--"It fills me with benignant admiration, this
human adaptability. I have seen to-day the troops returning from what
they called, with apparent justice, 'The Mud March,' a futile
procession, with no other result than mud. For all night had the wind
howled, the rain smitten them compositely with sleet and snow; they had
splashed since dawn in profound mud, and are now partially dried and
partially comfortable in ingenious ways, but in the main still wearing
mud, finding themselves adaptable to mud, arguing that mud adds a
certain density to clothing, a casing and protection to the features
against the atmospheric and social hostility of Virginia. I have seen
the author of _Leaves of Grass_ in a brigade hospital camp, holding the
hand of a bearded, piratical-looking stranger from Michigan, who will
die to-night and without doubt adapt himself to whatever shall be his
lot. But this poet and tilter at conventions--what convention he is
tilting at now seems obscure, what poetry he meditates with lines of
ungainly sprawl. I merely record that he sits in a brigade hospital
tent, holding the hand, hour after hour, of one whom he knows not from
mythical Adam, proving himself, I infer, in his own way adaptable. I
have seen one Captain Windham, of the 3d Regiment, ----, a man known to
me these half-dozen years, a suggestive person with a problematical
mind, musician and scout, bred in a monastery, and tending speculatively
God knows where, but likely, from his looks, to be presently disembodied
and 'blown with restless violence about the pendent world,' a condition
to which, I believe profoundly, he will readily adapt himself. He lies
pumped empty of blood, and with a shell wound more or less terrific, in
the tent where sits the author of _Leaves of Grass_. The rain beats
slowly on the tent. I see the dim shining thereof, and of other tents
around it, lantern-lit. Under the high floor of a house-porch I feed a
fire surreptitiously with the lattice-work, and look out into the night,
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