"Gard, is it? This little melodrama is well done. Exit John Mavering
into the jaws of hell. What comes next? My pearl of a wife, my gentle
and frightened dove, _will_ you kindly state what you are up to?"
"It's Helen--"
"Helen! Helen, avaunt! I'm done."
"Oh, Jack, it all depends on him! Don't you see?"
"I see you care much for Windham, and perhaps yon girl with the yellow
hair, and have a sensitive dislike for me. Gods! she's pretty, yon girl,
but she ought to be fatter. I don't know whether Windham's dead or not,
but he looked like a consumptive plaster-cast when I saw him--been
ploughed and harrowed by a shell and made ready to be planted for
immortality, I inferred, but didn't inquire. What do I care for him or
the said girl who is pretty but should be fatter? What do I care for
you? I don't know. But if you propose matrimony for the two, I'll go so
far in friendship as to tell him he'd much better be planted. Am I such
slime to your cultured taste? Say so, then, and, by God! you've seen the
last of me."
Rachel recovered herself. She still held his arm. She pressed nearer and
was silent a moment. The steamer below the bank was brightly lit, the
docks bustling and noisy. "You needn't go. Come and help me, and ask
what you like. I think you love me a little. Perhaps I was wrong in the
beginning."
They went back towards the house. Mavering admitted a degree of
bewilderment. When Rachel was in a state of self-possession, it was
difficult not to feel inferior. There were times--moments of
weakness--when Mavering confessed a sensation towards her, never
elsewhere directed, and which might be called respect--a hesitation, a
summons somehow to draw back the great muddy river of event as well as
the confluent stream of his own imperturbable comment, to turn them
aside from pouring over her. It must have cost time and selection to
make Rachel, and the Mississippi lacked discrimination.
Helen sat as before, listlessly. Rachel knelt beside her and whispered.
Helen started; the listless hand gripped the arm of the chair with a
vigor that tore the cushion. She broke from Rachel's arms.
"Where is he?"
"Gods!" murmured Mavering, in deprecation. "This race of women! About
six miles back of the Creek landing."
"The steamer goes out at ten. Pack a basket, Rachel."
Helen left the room with a rush. Mavering looked after her with wakened
interest. "Who and what is this?" Rachel came to him and pleaded.
"I owe her everything. You left me so desperate--"
"I left you? I seem to have forgotten that."
"I thought there was nothing more for me. She brought me to life again.
Help her, Jack. I think we can neither of us change. I think it will be
the old story again. But I'll try."
Mavering looked down and felt a touch of compunction curious to himself.
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