The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3Russell, William Clark
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The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century
"To-day I came across mamma's emerald ring. It reminded me of that
day of hunger when I had to pledge it. I paid the odious German her
rent, and went across to the little cook-shop at the corner and bought
some cold meat. Do I not remember how delicious it tasted! How did I
live through those days? I do not know. I sometimes look at my body
and wonder how it could have held together under the pressure of so
much utter, utter misery. It is bitter to have trusted nobly and to
be betrayed remorselessly. It is bitter to feel hunger and poverty
and the cruelties of the cold and selfish world. But when these
bitternesses are combined, must not the heart be made of steel not to
crack and burst?"
How long she remained in this state of destitution I could not gather.
But in one entry she recorded her amazement on receiving a letter
from her grandmother's solicitor, saying that the old lady had died
suddenly, intestate, and that, as the next of kin, she inherited the
property. In the same memorandum she referred to the number of names
she went over before she hit on one to assume. It was her evident fear
that her husband would claim her, should he hear of her whereabouts,
now that she had come into property. Under the pseudonym of Mrs.
Fraser, and hidden in the obscurity of Cliffegate, she believed herself
perfectly secure against detection. This at least is my inference, from
one or two passages in the diary; it is probably correct. Some entries
before that which I am about to transcribe, the following notice, cut
from a newspaper, was gummed:
"March 12, at Courtland Street, London, Luigi Forli, aged 35, of
gastric fever."
And beneath it she had written:
"Sent me by Mr. Fells in the letter that enclosed my quarter's money."
Up to a certain point, from this sentence her diary was singularly
rhapsodical. Then a more connected narrative began:
"Why did he send me that bouquet? 'Mr. Thorburn's compliments!' He
does not know what sort of a woman he sends his compliments to. How I
hate compliments! That vile Italian could compliment. Oh! _per Bacco!_
his speech was flowery and sugary as a wedding-cake. What came of it?
My eyes, my hair, my mouth, my skin, soon surfeited him--though he
ransacked heaven and earth for comparisons. If I chose a male friend
he should be blunt and sharp--with a hard tongue that could utter words
as ringing in their tones as sovereigns. Such a one would not send me
flowers.
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