The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3Russell, William Clark
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The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century
I indeed needed her help. Frail and delicate as poor Geraldine was, the
fever made her powerful as a strong man. She cried and moaned piteously
amid her struggles, and when we had laid her down it took our united
strength to keep her from breaking from us and rushing again to the
window.
She grew exhausted at last and lay still, muttering wildly and
clutching at the bed-clothes.
"We must send for a doctor, Mrs. Williams," I said. "Is there one in
Cliffegate?"
"There is only Mr. Jenkinson the apothecary, Sir," she replied. "But I
could rouse up Hewett" (the lad who attended to the phaeton), "and it
wouldn't take him long to fetch Dr. Sandwin from Cornpool."
"Do so; and tell him to drive over as fast as he can."
Geraldine lay back with her eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling.
Her lips muttered continuously, but the exhaustion consequent upon her
violent struggles seemed to have left her too weak to articulate.
I left her side and paced the room in a mood I must not attempt to
define. What was I to think of her diary? That it was an insane
chronicle from beginning to end? or that it was true? If insane, how
much was she to be pitied! For all that she had recorded as having
witnessed, endured and done, must have been more definite and torturing
than ever the reality could have proved. If true ... I dared not think
it true. Yet though we may barricade reason with illusion, truth will
somehow force an entry. A terror that what she had written was the
truth, that her final record embodied no imaginary tragedy, weighed
upon me like lead. I tried to shake it from my mind.
Mrs. Williams returned. Her presence was grateful. It forced me, so to
speak, to break from my hateful thoughts and to abandon for the time
being speculation for reality.
The two hours that followed passed slowly. Mrs. Williams and I spoke
across the bed in whispers. Sometimes Geraldine would start up and
call for water; sometimes would make violent efforts to leave the
bed--efforts which it took all my strength to resist. As the time went
on she grew worse. She talked incessantly, a mad wild talk, fragmentary
as the mutterings of a dream--at intervals raising her voice to a
shriek then lowering it to a breathless whisper. What visions passed
before those vacant eyes of hers God only knows! But terrible they must
have been; terrible the scenes they enacted; for she plunged wildly,
as seeking to disperse them, then wailed entreaties to them to vanish,
whilst her body shook with strong tremors and the hand which I held
grew wet as though dipped in water.
The morning paled upon the window-blinds and made the candle-flame
sickly. The birds twittered and distant cocks sang to one another
their early defiance. Presently I heard the sound of wheels; Mrs.
Williams left the room, and returned some minutes after, ushering in
Dr. Sandwin.
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