It was a heavy morning. The mists were gliding slowly up the mountains
in grim, hooded shapes, their long white skirts sweeping the meadows as
they passed. Overhead the sky was dim and empty. Underfoot the roads
were wet and thick. But Dan felt nothing of this wintry gloom. It did
not touch his emancipated spirit. His face seemed to open as he walked,
and his very stature to increase. He reflected that the lumbering coach
which carried the Deemster and his daughter and bastard son must now be
far on its way through the ruts of this rough turnpike that lay between
Michael and Ramsey. And he pushed on with new vigor.
He passed few persons on the roads. The houses seemed to be deserted.
Here or there a little brood of children played about a cottage door. He
hailed them cheerily as he went by, and could not help observing that
when the little ones recognized him they dropped their play and huddled
together at the threshold like sheep affrighted.
As he passed into Ballaugh under the foot of Glen Dhoo he came upon
Corlett Ballafayle. The great man opened his eyes wide at sight of Dan
and made no answer to his salutation; but when Dan had gone on some
distance he turned, as if by a sudden impulse, and hailed him with scant
ceremony.
"Ay, why do you take that road?"
Dan twisted his head, but he did not stop, and Corlett Ballafayle
laughed in his throat at a second and more satisfying reflection, and
then, without waiting for an answer to his question, he waved the back
of one hand, and said, "All right. Follow on. It's nothing to me."
Dan had seen the flicker of good-will, followed by the flame of
uncharity, that flashed over the man's face, but he had no taste or time
for parley. Pushing on past the muggy inn by the bridge, past the smithy
that stood there and the brewery that stood opposite, he came into the
village. There the women, standing at their doors, put their heads
together, looked after him and whispered, and, like Corlett Ballafayle,
forgot to answer his greeting. It was then that over his new-found
elevation of soul Dan felt a creeping sense of shame. The horror and
terror that had gone before had left no room for the lower emotion.
Overwhelmed by a crushing idea of his guilt before God, he had not
realized his position in the eyes of his fellow-men. But now he realized
it, and knew that his crime was known. He saw himself as a hunted man, a
homeless, friendless wanderer on the earth, a murderer from whom all
must shrink. His head fell into his breast as he walked, his eyes
dropped to the ground, he lifted his face no more to the faces of the
people whom he passed, and gave none his salutation.
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