The Definite Object: A Romance of New YorkFarnol, Jeffery
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The Definite Object: A Romance of New York
Farnol, Jeffery
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
"If I had only known," she sighed, "I might not have learned to love
you--quite so much! If I had only known!" Her voice was soft and low,
her blue eyes wide and tearless, and because of this, he trembled.
"Hermione," said he gently, "all this week I have been planning for you
and Arthur. I have been dreaming of our life together, yours and mine,
a life so big, so wonderful, so full of happiness that I trembled,
sometimes, dreading it was only a dream. Dear, the gates of our paradise
are open; will you shut me out? Must I go back to my loneliness?"
"I shall be lonely, too!" she murmured brokenly. "But better, oh, far
better loneliness than that some day--" she paused, her lips quivering.
"Some day, Hermione?"
"You should find that you had married not only a scrubwoman but--the
sister of a--thief!" Suddenly she sprang to her feet, her clinging arms
held him to her bosom and, drawing down his head, she pressed her mouth
to his; holding him thus, she spoke, her voice low and quick and
passionate:
"Oh, my love, my love! I do love you with every thought, with every part
of me--so much, so very much that my heart is breaking, I think. But,
dearest, my love is such that I would be everything fair and beautiful
for you, everything proud and good and noble for you if I could. But I
am only Hermy Chesterton, a Tenth Avenue girl, and--my brother--So I'm
going to send you away, back to your own world, back to your own kind
because--because I do love you so! Ah, God, never doubt my love,
but--you must go--"
"Never, Hermione, never!"
"You must! You will, I know, because your love is a big, generous
love--because you are chivalrous and strong and gentle--because I beg
and implore you if you have any pity for me--go--"
"But why?--Why?"
"Oh, must I tell you that--can't you understand?"
"Why must I go, Hermione?"
"Because," she murmured, her yearning arms close about him, her face
close hidden against his breast, "because I'll never--marry
you--now--but I love you--love you so much that I'm afraid--ah, not of
you. So, I must be alone--quite alone--to fight my battle. And now--now
that I've shown you all my heart, told you all my weakness, you'll go
for my sake--just for my sake--won't you?"
"Yes--I'll--go!" he answered slowly.
"Away from here--to-night?"
"Yes," he answered hoarsely, "yes!"
Then Hermione fell suddenly before him on her knees, and, before he
could stay her, had caught his hands, kissing them, wetting them with
her tears, and pressing them passionately to her bosom.
"I knew," she cried, "I knew that you were strong and gentle and--good.
Good-by--oh, my love--good-by!"
"Hermione," said he, kissing her bowed head, "oh, my Hermione, I love
you with a love that will die only when I do. I want you, and I'll never
lose hope of winning you--some day, never give up my determination to
marry you--never, so help me God!"
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