Love stories; New Mexico -- Fiction; Western stories
Curtis laughed good-naturedly. "Very likely, Homer; I didn't expect it
to appeal forcibly to a sensible, practical chap like you. I haven't
told you before because there was no use bothering your young head with
it when the round-up seemed so far away; but I'm mighty near the end of
the trail now, and you've come to a man's age and ways of thinking; so I
thought it best to tell you. There's a possibility, of course, that
I'll get the worst of it when the mix-up does come; and in that case I'd
like you to know what it was all about. But I'm not considering that
sort of chance as likely to happen."
"But what do you expect to gain by it, Curt, and why do you want to kill
the man?"
Curtis slowly lighted a fresh cigar. "Well, Homer, if you don't see why,
it's no use for me to explain."
"I know there's a big difference between us temperamentally; but I don't
believe that would keep me from appreciating your motive if it had any
basis in right or expediency. Good God, Curt, look at the thing
sensibly! Suppose you kill the man when you find him. What earthly good
will that do you? You'd probably hang for it, or go to the penitentiary
for years. And it seems to me the chance is all the other way. Whoever
the man is, he must know you're after him; and you'll find him ready and
loaded. If you're not killed you're likely to be badly wounded--perhaps
lose an eye or a leg--and what can you gain by it? Bless me if I can see
any use or sense or right in the whole business."
Curtis Conrad rose and walked slowly and with bent head the length of
the porch and back, his hand resting for an instant on his brother's
shoulder as he passed. He stood regarding abstractedly the lightning
that was playing among some low-lying clouds above the Hatchet
Mountains, far to the southwest. "One night, soon after father and
mother died," he began, in a tone so low that Homer could barely catch
his words, "I lay awake almost all night, thinking. You were a little
shaver barely out of kilts, the girls were young things with their
dresses half way to their knees, and I was only fifteen. I had taken you
into bed with me because I was afraid you'd wake up in the night and
feel lonesome--and, perhaps, because I didn't want to feel quite so
lonesome myself. I made plans for hours about how we could get along and
the things I meant to do. You tossed in your sleep, and threw one of
your hands against mine. My fingers closed over it, and you gripped one
of them fast. Somehow, that grip went to my heart, and I promised myself
and you that I would do all I could to make up to you the loss we had
suffered. I thought of what father had planned for me; and I knew that I
should have to give all that up. As I thought of the man who had robbed
us of everything--money, opportunity, father and mother--I trembled with
anger.
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