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“No,” replied I, in a tone that made it impossible to insist. “We
appreciate your kindness, but we've imposed on it enough.” And I shook
hands with her and with Allie and the minister, and, linking Joe's arm in
mine, made for the door. I gave the necessary directions to my chauffeur
while we were waiting for Anita to come down the steps. Joe's daughter was
close beside her, and they kissed each other good-by, Alva on the verge of
tears, Anita not suggesting any emotion of any sort. “To-morrow--sure,”
Anita said to her. And she answered: “Yes, indeed--as soon as you telephone
me.” And so we were off, a shower of rice rattling on the roof of the
brougham--the slatternly man-servant had thrown it from the midst of the
group of servants.
Neither of us spoke. I watched her face without seeming to do so, and by
the light of occasional street lamps saw her studying me furtively. At last
she said: “I wish to go to my uncle's now.”
“We are going home,” said I.
“But the house will be shut up,” said she, “and every one will be in bed.
It's nearly midnight. Besides, they might not--” She came to a full stop.
“We are going--home,” I repeated. “To the Willoughby.”
She gave me a look that was meant to scorch--and it did. But I showed at
the surface no sign of how I was wincing and shrinking.
She drew farther into her corner, and out of its darkness came, in a low
voice: “How I _hate_ you!” like the whisper of a bullet.
I kept silent until I had control of myself. Then, as if talking--of a
matter that had been finally and amicably settled, I began: “The apartment
isn't exactly ready for us, but Joe's just about now telephoning my man
that we are coming, and telephoning your people to send your maid down
there.”
“I wish to go to my uncle's,” she repeated.
“My wife will go with me,” said I quietly and gently. “I am considerate of
_her_, not of her unwise impulses.”
A long pause, then from her, in icy calmness: “I am in your power just now.
But I warn you that, if you do not take me to my uncle's, you will wish you
had never seen me.”
“I've wished that many times already,” said I sadly. “I've wished it from
the bottom of my heart this whole evening, when step by step fate has been
forcing me on to do things that are even more hateful to me than to you.
For they not only make me hate myself, but make you hate me, too.” I laid
my hand on her arm and held it there, though she tried to draw away.
“Anita,” I said, “I would do anything for you--live for you, die for you.
But there's that something inside me--you've felt it; and when it says
'must,' I can't disobey--you know I can't. And, though you might break
my heart, you could not break that will. It's as much my master as it is
yours.”
“We shall see--to-morrow,” she said.
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