Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Speculation -- Fiction; Wall Street (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction
“I've seen Roebuck,” said I to Anita, because I must say something, if I
was to stay on.
“Roebuck?” she inquired. Her tone reminded me that his name conveyed
nothing to her.
“He and I are in an enterprise together,” I explained. “He is the one man
who could seriously cripple me.”
“Oh,” she said, and her indifference, forced though I thought it, wounded.
“Well,” said I, “your mother was right.”
She turned full toward me, and even in the dimness I saw her quick
sympathy--an impulsive flash instantly gone. But it had been there!
“I came in here,” I went on, “to say that--Anita, it doesn't in the least
matter. No one in this world, no one and nothing, could hurt me except
through you. So long as I have _you_, they--the rest--all of them
together--can't touch me.”
We were both silent for several minutes. Then she said, and her voice was
like the smooth surface of the river where the boiling rapids run deep:
“But you _haven't_ me--and never _shall_ have. I've told you
that. I warned you long ago. No doubt you will pretend, and people will
say, that I left you because you lost your money. But it won't be so.”
I was beside her instantly, was looking into her face. “What do you mean?”
I asked, and I did not speak gently.
She gazed at me without flinching. “And I suppose,” she said satirically,
“you wonder why I--why you are repellent to me. Haven't you learned that,
though I may have been made into a moral coward, I'm not a physical coward?
Don't bully and threaten. It's useless.”
I put my hand strongly on her shoulder--taunts and jeers do not turn me
aside. “What did you mean?” I repeated.
“Take your hand off me,” she commanded.
“What did you mean?” I repeated sternly. “Don't be afraid to answer.”
She was very young--so the taunt stung her. “I was about to tell you,” said
she, “when you began to make it impossible.”
I took advantage of this to extricate myself from the awkward position in
which she had put me--I took my hand from her shoulder.
“I am going to leave you,” she announced.
“You forget that you are my wife,” said I.
“I am not your wife,” was her answer, and if she had not looked so
childlike, there in the moonlight all in white, I could not have held
myself in check, so insolent was the tone and so helpless of ever being
able to win her did she make me feel.
“You are my wife and you will stay here with me,” I reiterated, my brain on
fire.
“I am my own, and I shall go where I please, and do what I please,” was her
contemptuous retort. “Why won't you be reasonable? Why won't you see how
utterly unsuited we are? I don't ask you to be a gentleman--but just a man,
and be ashamed even to wish to detain a woman against her will.”
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