The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“He didn’t! he never made anything half so ugly and bad! De debil made
you. _He_ made my beautiful, lovely, good little Rose. Some ob dese days
she shall be de Presiden’s wife, and _you_—you shall be her waitin’
maid, cause nobody’s ever gwine to marry _you_—you’re too ugly and
hateful. Go long straight out dis here kitchen now, I don’t want nuffin
’tall to do wid you.”
Hagar left the kitchen, casting back a look of inquiry at Rosalia; but
the little girl was petted, coaxed, flattered, and tempted by the warm
fire, and the prospect of the nice biscuit, and preferred to keep her
seat.
Hagar took her lonely way up the four flights of stairs that led to the
attic. Arrived there she sat down moodily upon the trunk, resting her
elbows upon her knees, and holding her thin face between the palms of
her hands; her black elf locks were hanging wildly about her shoulders,
and her eyes were wide open, and fixed upon the floor in a stare. She
was bitterly reflecting that with a really kind-hearted aunt she was
suffering all the evils of orphanage, abused by menials, pinched with
hunger, and half frozen with cold. She was wondering, too, how it was
that the good God had made her so ugly that she could not be loved, and
therefore could not be good. Poor child, she never dreamed of general
admiration, she only wished to be loved; and she had no one to tell her
that the beauty which wins permanent affection is the beauty of
goodness; that goodness will soften the hardest, and intellect light up
the dullest features; that though physical beauty may excite passion,
and intellect attract admiration, only goodness can win everlasting
love. Within the last few months, such scenes as I have described were
constantly occurring, and their evil influence fell on all the
children’s after life. Some of the most serious defects in their
characters, some of the most deplorable errors in their conduct, and the
most dreadful misfortune of their lives, might be traced back to the
injudicious, careless remarks of visitors, and the capricious blame or
praise of servants, to whose care or neglect they were so much left.
When I recollect the strong and decided bias given in childhood to my
own character by people and circumstances over which I had no sort of
control, and against whose evil influence I could make no sort of
resistance; when I suffer by the effect of impressions received in
infancy, which neither time, reason, nor religion have been able to
efface—which only sorrow could impair by bruising the tablet; knowing as
I know the tender impressibility of infancy, feeling as I feel the
indelibility of such impressions, I tremble for the unseen influences
that may surround my own young children—aye, even for the chance word
dropped by stranger lips, and heard by infant ears; for that word may be
a fruitful seed that shall spring up into a healthful vine, or a upas
tree, twenty years after it is sown. Infancy is a fair page upon which
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