The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
him to reach here in season,—I wrote and told Raymond—paying him the
compliment of the _form_ of an invitation—and telling him in the same
letter of the escape, flight, and suicide of his mother. He did not come
in season, as you know—though he grazed the edge of ‘the nick of time.’
“Now, Sophie, for another revulsion of feeling. From the time I first
saw you, as I said, the idea of marrying you interested and amused
me—your aversion stimulated my stagnant blood agreeably. I _lived_ in
the thought of getting you into my power—life _came_ and waned with this
thought. As the day of our marriage approached your antipathy thoroughly
aroused me—I gloated over the idea of tormenting and torturing you. But
when our marriage day drew _very_ near, you fell into apathy! That
disappointed me. I thought you were going to die on my hands. My
interest in you waned with your non-resistance. The wedding-day, the
evening came, and I married you. You were then so still in your
despair—so cold—so dead!—I felt swindled out of my enjoyment, and half
regretted my bargain. I felt as the tyrant must feel when his victim on
the rack expires before half the exquisite torments or the crowning
torture is tried and suffered. Don’t shudder now, Sophie! I _was
insane_!
“Well, Sophie, I left your side to have a conversation with Dr.
Otterback. I left you almost expiring. When I saw you again, life and
light had returned to you. When you came up to me and laid your fair
hand on my arm, so softly, and spoke to me so kindly, I gazed in wonder
on your face; and, Sophie, the angel looking through your eyes subdued
me. Your after kindness melted me into penitence. Still there were
adverse influences at work. A mind shaken to its foundation, as mine had
been, was not to be calmed soon, or stay calm long. The sudden sight of
Raymond, the image of his mother, in her perfect beauty, connecting the
present with the past so painfully, affected me more than the sight of
Fanny herself had done. Alas! poor Fanny had been scarcely recognisable.
I could scarcely realize the identity of that haggard wanderer of the
heath with the resplendent beauty of the Villa. But her image lived
again in Raymond. Never had the extraordinary resemblance struck me so
forcibly, as when, after a long absence from _both_, I again saw
Raymond. The associations conjured up, brought on that violent attack of
phrensy that seized me at the Hall. Well, Sophie! my guardian angel, you
have known all my moods since then. You know how your love has subdued
my hate—your heaven redeemed my hell—your angel converted my demon.
Enough, Sophie! your probation is almost over. My earthly life is
drawing near its close. When I am gone, Raymond will be as a brother to
you. Raymond is wealthy. Never since her separation from me have I
appropriated a dollar of the fortune that came with his mother. I could
not bear to do it. Now, dear Sophie! I am very tired; close the
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