The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Hagar, at once spirited and delicate, did not repel this charge, nor did
her mind fly back to the many nights of sleeplessness she had passed in
the sick chamber of his father while Raymond slumbered soundly in his
bed; nor did she know that though she had felt very _tenderly_ she had
acted _kindly_, while the son who really loved his father so tenderly
loved _himself_ as well, and took his rest.
“Have I hurt you, Hagar?” at last he said gently.
“No, I do not know that you have.”
“_Have_ I hurt you, Hagar?” he said, now sadly.
“No, no; I am not sensitive—not very tender of myself any more than of
others. No, you do not understand me—that I feel _life_ so much more
than death—so much _life_ everywhere. Why, Raymond, my feeling about _my
own death_ is that of escape, flight, revel in liberty and light. I
stand upon the banks of our river sometimes, and feel like gathering
myself up for a leap across the flood; yet there I stand, fast fettered
by flesh. I stand some mornings at early dawn at my chamber window, and,
gazing rapturously at the morning star, my spirit uneasily flaps its
wings for a flight! Yet there I stand fast tied to the body; so wild and
strong is the spirit, and so heavy and fast its chains.”
Yes, she spoke truly—so wild, and strong, and fierce was the spirit,
whose fire was to be quenched in tears of blood dropped slowly from the
heart.
Sophie now came in, and observing Hagar, said,
“Ah! it is right for you to be here, my love; we have a common sorrow,
and I feel that _I_ should not have gone apart;” and she sat down with
them.
The funeral of John Huss Withers took place on the fifth day from his
death. Dr. Otterbuck remained to officiate. Mr. Buncombe of course
succeeded him in the rectorship of the parish of the Crucifixion. It was
during this visit of the bishop that the Parish Church, enlarged and
repaired, was re-christened and dedicated under the name of the
Ascension. This was done through the suggestion of Mr. Buncombe and the
vestry. A year passed away.
CHAPTER XIX.
THE CHASE.
“Listening how the hounds and horn
Cheerily rouse the slumbering morn,
From the side of some hoar hill
Through the high wood echoing shrill.”
MILTON.
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