The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Then see you’ll break your neck; but I have a worse fear for you than
that, Gusty, a far worse fear for you than that. This Hagar, she is the
talk of the whole neighborhood; her eccentricity, her improprieties,
expose her to severe animadversions.”
“Her originality you mean; her independence; her free, strong, glorious
spirit! Oh! Hagar is a chamois! you cannot expect her to trot demurely
to the music of her own grunting, from trough to straw, like any pig!
Hagar is an eagle! you must not look to find her waddling lazily and
feeding fatly with barnyard ducks and geese.”
“A pretty way to speak of your neighbors, Mr. May.”
“Well, then, let them let Hagar alone! Mother!” said Gusty, drawing in
his breath _hard_ between his teeth, “the anger heats and swells in my
heart like kindling fire in a bombshell, till it tears and splits and
flashes, until I feel the fire and see the lightning, and some of these
days it will explode and blow myself and some others up! when I hear
these domestic animals sitting in sage judgment on my wild deer of the
mountains! these barn-door poultry cackling their comments on my falcon
sailing towards the sun! Pish! pshaw! tush! tut!” exclaimed Gusty,
jumping up in a heat, and walking the floor.
“Pretty way to talk of your neighbors again, I say, Mr. May!”
“Well, then, let them let Hagar ALONE!” thundered Gusty, bringing his
hand down on the table like a hammer on the anvil. “Beg your pardon,
mother, I did not mean that _to_ you, but _of_ them; and if that old
gander Gardiner Green don’t make his goose and gosling stop cackling
about Hagar, he’ll get his neck twisted for him!”
Now Emily laughed—
“Poor Gardiner Green, it would be a sin and a shame to persecute him for
what he has no hand in and can’t help. Don’t you know how he fears his
wife?”
“Does—does he? very well, I’ll meet fear with fear; he shall fear
something else worse than his wife!”
“Now, very seriously, Augustus, you will afflict me very much, if you
commit any folly for the sake of Hagar Churchill.”
“But I love Hagar Churchill—love her! sympathize with her.”
“She has no pity for herself, why should others pity her?”
“_Pity! pity!_ did I say _pity_, mother? pity Hagar Churchill! _pity_
that proud, free, glad spirit!”
“Yes, _pity her_! that ‘proud, free, glad spirit’ is clothed with
woman’s deep affections, prisoned in _woman’s_ fragile form, environed
by woman’s circumstances, and chafes against them all—would break
through them all! will break through them all! and then, high as that
proud spirit soars, though her wings should glance in the atmosphere
around the sun’s disk, she will be beaten back and down—_down!_ Glad as
that high heart throbs, it will yet beat sobs that throw out tears for
blood! Wide as that wild spirit wanders, it will yet cower, moaning upon
the waste hearth of home.”
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