The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
little behind and on one side of him, but he felt her there, turned
softly, and passing his hand gently around her shoulders drew her down
to his side. They were on the sofa between the two windows, and the
light of the candles on the mantel-piece fell upon the picture—he drew
her small and elegant head down upon his bosom with the radiant face
turned towards him, and he gazed down on it as though his soul would
escape through breath and glance, and die upon it. She could not meet
those tender deep blue eyes, fixed so earnestly on her face; her black
eye-lashes fell upon her crimson cheeks, and her brow burned; he stooped
till his golden curls mingled with her black ringlets, and pressed his
lips to hers. Quickly she whirled her head from under his arm, but
continued to sit by him; he was silent, thoughtful, while he held her
hand and pressed it from time to time.
“Raymond!” at last she said. “Love!”
“What is the matter?”
“Why, dearest Raymond, you are grave, unusually grave—will you tell me
the reason?”
“If my Hagar, in her deepest heart, is conscious of having given me
cause for pain, is not that enough?”
The girl turned her glowing cheek and heaving bosom away from him; her
heart was struggling violently with its chains, she did not speak for
some time. At last he said—
“Have I offended you; have I wounded you, Hagar?”
“No—no—_neither_—you are too gentle and generous to do either, but I
have hurt myself in your estimation.”
He drew her to his bosom in the gentlest embrace, and bowed his soft
cheek upon her face so slowly, tenderly; but she broke from his loving
hold with a strangled sob and escaped to her eyrie. Yes, it was too
true, her liberty was gone. The caress of love had riveted the chain of
bondage about the maiden’s will—the kiss of love had left the mark of
ownership upon the maiden’s cheek. Yes, the wild falcon was caught in
the jesses. True, hers was the most gentle captor in the world, it was
the gentleness that disarmed her, the tenderness that subdued her; still
she _was_ caught, disarmed, subdued, and she did not like it—she could
have reproached her own heart as though it had been a traitor, sitting
up before her. Why, she softly inquired of herself, why should Raymond’s
good or ill opinion bring _her_ joy or pain who utterly defied all other
opinion? She could not tell, she could neither break her fetters nor
understand how they came to be riveted so fast—verily, she was like the
young wild horse of the prairie struggling with the lasso around her
neck, unknowing how it came there, unable to shake it off. This feature
in love was new to her; this subjugation of the will, this thorn in the
rose, and it rankled not a little. She would do as she pleased, she said
to herself. Sophie had never controlled her; Emily had never controlled
her; and her horse’s hoofs had naturally and very unconsciously spurned
dust and defiance in the faces of those who had pursued her with blame.
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