The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Enthusiastic, mother! Gracious Heavens, mother! one must be cold, dead,
yes, a _corpse_—a corpse! I mean a _statue_—one must never have _had_
life—a statue! I should rather have said a _block of marble_—one must
never have had _form_ not to be inspired with enthusiasm by that
girl—that seraph!”
“Hey! Master Gusty! have you fallen in love with Rosalia?”
“Speak low, mother! Oh! breathe her name in flute-like tones—for,
mother! when I speak of enthusiasm, I mean the rapt enthusiasm of the
adoring saint for his guardian angel! the silent enthusiasm with bended
knees, clasped hands, and upraised eyes, mother!”
“Humph! not the enthusiasm for instance that Hagar inspired some weeks
ago—a passion that was going to compel you to send the planets whirling
against each other!” archly smiled Emily.
“Mother, no more of that ‘an you love me.’”
“So you have got over your phrensy for Hagar?”
“Why, mother,—_of course_,” said Gusty, assuming a look of shocked
propriety, “_of course_—you did not suppose I was going to keep on
loving her _now_, did you?”
“I should hope not, certainly; and I am glad your lips confirm my hope.”
“I am a man of honor, mother!” said Gusty, dilating.
“Certainly you are, my love! I am very sure of that—nevertheless, Master
Gusty, I cannot really give you credit for the exertion of any great
moral power in this affair. I think that your passion has been conquered
as the Indians conquer danger when pursued by the flames of a burning
prairie—fire by fire—love by love.”
“Stop, mother! be just—despair and conscience did much for me even
before I left her.”
“And yet that was a great infatuation of yours, and now here is another
quite as great—I am afraid you are fickle, Gusty! Have you really quite
ceased to regret Hagar?”
“Quite, mother.”
“And care nothing at all about her?”
“Oh! stop—_yes_, I care a great deal about her in—in a brotherly way,
you understand! in fact, just as I always _did_, until I had to go mad
about her, you know. Care about Hagar? yes! I guess I do! Let any fellow
crook his finger at Hagar, and see if he don’t get his neck twisted,
that’s all? It is singular that I should have got into such a delirium,
is it not, though? and more singular that I should have got out of
it—don’t you think so, mother?”
“No, indeed—it is perfectly natural—the ‘harder it storms the sooner it
is over’ is an acknowledged atmospherical fact, and by all that ever I
have seen, it is as true of passionate as it is of atmospheric storms. I
hope that you will never marry during the raging of any phrensy of
passion—for, if you do, you will be very apt to make yourself and
another miserable for the rest of your lives.”
“You may well call it a phrensy—a storm, mother! Gracious Heavens! yes!
That intoxicating Hagar! I used to reel away from her whirling,
spinning, tipsy! That electric Hagar! she would flash into my soul blaze
after blaze, like the lightning of a dark, tempestuous night, dazzling,
blinding, stunning me!”
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