The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Her eyes were fixed full on his, in a vague but painful surprise; she
did not attempt yet to reply.
“It is this harmonious repose that charms me so in Rosalia.”
“Then why,” she murmured at last, “why were you ever attracted to one so
every way opposite as myself?”
“Because you can be made every way better; one don’t want a character
_all_ cotton wool; a good steel spring that rebounds from pressure is
not unpleasant in your organization. I like to know that there is a
strength, force, energy in you when required, but I like
it—_latent_—under perfect _command_—do you mark! and you are not,
because you happen to have a whole magazine of artillery and ammunition,
to fire and flame and blaze away at such a rate! _or in the least
degree_; you must grow tame, my wild love.”
“My peculiarities, then, are not altogether repulsive to you; you love
me, despite of them all!”
“I love you _because_ of them all, my Hagar; and—but _mind_!” and here
his voice sank to a lower key and deeper tone than she had ever heard,
and his gaze was steadily fixed on hers, “_You must place confidence in
me_; that I demand! without that your love is worthless to me; mine to
you. I love Rosalia, but not in the way you imagine, foolish girl. I
would not marry her if I could. You spoke of my admiration of her last
evening. I was ‘drunk’ with gazing on her beauty—a delicate word for a
lady, by the way—never let me hear it from your lips again, Hagar! I was
‘entranced,’ &c.—now observe, I will illustrate—last week you and I rode
out together; it was a beautiful evening, and the sun was sinking like a
world in flames, lighting up into flashing splendor half a hemisphere of
crimson purple and gold sky, of blue water, and green hills and vales;
and you, drawing rein upon the brink of a lofty cliff, gazed rapt upon
the scene until your face was as a small mirror reflecting all the glow
of the sunset—your soul seemed pouring from your eyes, until the sun
sank behind a bank of clouds that lay like a low range of blue mountains
immediately on the horizon, and then the spell that bound your revery
was dissolved.” Oh! how intensely her eyes burned into _his_ eyes while
he spoke; he continued speaking slowly. “As you, upon the brow of the
cliff gazed, gazed on the sun-set’s glory; so _I_ gazed upon the young
girl’s beauty!”
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