The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“I _have_! therefore do not store it with facts that will be likely to
injure you in my estimation. Well, to go back to that evening—I loved
the little, fierce child—it was piquant to see so much intense fire
concentrated in so small a space. I felt that it would be interesting to
subdue this fierceness into gentleness. I was called away from home; but
I never forgot the interest she gave me. I returned, and the little girl
had become a little woman—and was wilder, fiercer, more piquant than
ever; she interested me, attracted me more than ever—and I wished to
possess her—I do possess her. I wanted her for interest, amusement,
occupation, use—not for _torture_! I wish her _esprit malin_ to stop
just when and where it ceases to be _agreeable_—do you hear, love? For,
Hagar, I have extremely keen nerves and senses; as most people of my
complexion enjoy a moderate degree of any sort of pleasure thrillingly,
but do not like to be shocked and stunned; things that would scarcely
act upon a lower organization put me in pain. And now another picture,
Hagar. Do you remember the monkey Augustus May brought you from sea,
when you were a little girl? You kept it years until my return; you had
educated it almost up to human intelligence; and showed it to me with so
much pride and pleasure. I was so amused with its antics—not so much
with what you had _taught_ it as with its _own primal_ nature, breaking
through all. _Yes, look at me, Hagar!_ keep your eye _so_—for I want you
to read all in my _soul_ that you find upon my _tongue_. You remember
the day we stood upon the point of rocks between the river and bay, on
the other side; you remember you had your monkey in your arms; you set
it down, and I made it bound and bound for a chestnut, while we both
laughed at its antics, until the thing, exasperated to anger, sprang
upon my chest and set its teeth and claws into my flesh, and then! Ah!
you grow pale, proud one! _what then, Hagar?_”
She answered, and spoke low and slowly, as though the words were drawn
from her involuntarily. “You tore it from my bosom by the heels, and
dashed its brains out on the rocks.”
“It was an involuntary impulse, Hagar, deplored, perhaps, the moment
after; nevertheless, Hagar, you monkey!” and here he smiled a strange
smile,—“be as spirited, fiery, and piquant as you please, but never set
your teeth and nails into my flesh _again_—and Hagar!”
“Well?”
“I want a mark of confidence from you. Invite Miss Aguilar to stay with
us—do you hear?”
“Yes.”
“‘Yes,’ what is that? Yes you hear, or yes you will do it?”
“Yes, I hear, and I will do it.”
“This day?”
“Yes.”
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