The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“I am not wealthy, which is the second mistake which you have made about
me; neither am I poor, as you supposed when you married me, dear girl.
This house, just as it is, was the country-seat of my grandfather,
General Raymond, who, holding a high office under the Government, was in
the receipt of an ample income that enabled him to keep up this style of
living. This income of course died with him. This house, with its
grounds of about twenty-five acres, and a small amount of bank stock,
was left to me. That money was withdrawn and profitably invested, and
its proceeds bring me an annual amount equal to the salary I receive for
conducting the Newton School. It is true that it will take every cent of
my salary to support this style. And if you ask me, Hagar, why I, a
young professor, choose to live in a princely house, with a complete
establishment of servants, I tell you that it is not from
ostentation—you know me to be too really proud for that—but from a
constitutional love and necessity of luxury. I told you before that my
senses were keen and delicate—I had almost said intellectual—not strong,
or gross. Forms and colors must be agreeably contrasted, or harmoniously
blended and grouped for my eye; sounds must be music, or those that are
not must come subdued through the hushings of soft carpets and velvet
curtains; all scents, but the scent of fresh and growing flowers, must
be kept far from the rooms I occupy; my table must be supplied with food
delicate and nutritious; and lastly, nothing but soft or elastic
substances must come in contact with my touch—at least in my home.”
“But how, with your delicate tastes, can you bear your school-room?”
asked Hagar.
“My school-room, lecture rooms, hall, &c., among which I pass just five
hours a day, are each large, airy, clean, and _bare_; that is, bare of
every article of furniture not strictly necessary; so that if there is
nothing to _delight_, there is nothing to _offend_—for the rest, you
know that teaching is my vocation, my passion. I give myself fully up to
it during the hours of instruction, and when they are over, I return
with revived relish for the luxuries of home—enjoyments that would pall
upon the taste if they were not relieved by their absence during the
hours of intellectual labor, which goes on in another place, and which
is itself another keen enjoyment of a different and higher order; as it
is, each relieves and enhances the other.”
“But why,” asked Hagar, “keep so many and such expensive servants, to
wait on two young people who are not rich?”
“For many reasons, Hagar; for one thing it requires all of them, each in
his or her appropriate place, to keep the house in the perfect order we
wish, and in the second, I like to receive the services and
veneration—not of Colonel A, B, and C, or Judge D, E, or F, but of
people who live with me—by the way, remember that, love.”
“But then,” persisted Hagar, “why keep Mrs. Collins, whose salary must
be large?”
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