The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Rosalia is yet too young, not quite seventeen, I believe; and Gusty not
yet twenty—_both_ are too young; three years from the time of their
engagement, that is two years hence, was the period assigned for their
marriage, was it not?”
“Yes,” said Hagar, still in thought.
“That is, if the young lovers remained in the same mind?”
“Yes,” said Hagar, and then, suddenly, she exclaimed, “You recollect
these details better than I do; you have a good memory, Raymond.”
“I always plead guilty to the charge, love.”
Hagar fell deeper into thought, then sank into gloom. Was it the natural
reaction of so much and such great excitement? Was it the rational
sorrow at the thought of soon parting with Sophie, knowing her to be
bound for a long and perilous sea voyage? Was it either or all these
causes combined, that oppressed her heart and darkened her countenance?
Reader, it was none of these things. A dread of the winsome beauty’s
approach, a dread, not reasonable enough to justify her in opposing the
measure—a dread for which she blamed herself, yet a dread that she could
not shake off—a dread that fell dark on her brow, and struck cold to her
bosom. A deep, up-piercing instinct; will it rise through the stages of
doubt, suspicion, to jealousy in all its phrensy? The sin sown and
nurtured by the wrongs of her neglected infancy, her besetting sin and
sorrow—not dead, but long coiled in serpent-torpor in the bottom of her
heart now revives, now rears its head.
“Come, love, write your letter now before tea, so that it may go out in
this evening’s mail,” were the words that aroused her from her
abstraction, and she arose and left the room to do his bidding.
* * * * *
Immediately on rising the next morning, Hagar had, as usual, thrown on
her dressing-gown and gone to the side of the crib to gaze upon her
sleeping beauties. She bent over them in her morning beauty, with her
black hair escaping from the little lace _coiffe de nuit_, and dropping
in shining rings around her—she bent over them breathing her morning
blessing, when her husband, having completed his toilet, came in and
sank into an easy chair on the opposite side. He sat there looking at
her very intently some minutes; at length he said,
“Hagar, you are pale this morning.”
“Am I?”
“Yes, and you lose flesh daily.”
“Do I?”
“Do you not _perceive_ that you do?”
“No, indeed, I never thought of it.”
“No, you never thought of it, mind and body are alike absorbed, entirely
absorbed by one object—the nursing of your children; flesh and beauty,
health and life are leaving you unnoted, these children are killing
you.”
“These! these dear children, Raymond? Oh, do not bring such a charge
against these sleeping innocents. They give me life and joy, the
angels!”
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