The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
_Had_ he indeed opened and revealed his _whole_ heart? and if so, what
had induced him, with his proud reserve, to be so communicative? Reader,
had Raymond Withers spoken what we have heard him speak, _two weeks
before_, it would have been “the truth, the whole truth, and nothing
_but_ the truth;” _now_, however, in the recesses of his bosom lurked a
sentiment as yet revealed in words to no one, as yet unrecognised by
himself; _but_ yet a sentiment that was growing stronger day by day,
that was already beginning to betray itself in unguarded moments.
I repeat it, jealousy seldom prevents, frequently suggests the very
infidelity it fears. It has been said that “Unjust suspicion is apt to
lead to that which is well founded. It is often very dangerous to hint
an evil, though to warn against it: for constant suspicion of harm puts
an idea into the head that otherwise might never have occurred; and this
idea once fairly in is not so easily got out. Thus it is that unjust
jealousy gives rise to real unfaithfulness. Can there be a stronger
argument against too ready suspicion?”[7]
Footnote 7:
Ramsay on Human Happiness.
Poor Hagar! through her besetting sin, through her unjust suspicion, she
had kept the evil before his eyes until he had grown familiar with it.
This was the more dangerous, not only from his peculiar temperament, and
from the extreme beauty, grace, tenderness, and artlessness of the rival
she dreaded; but also from the fact of their isolation from the
moderating and correcting influence of general society. But incited by a
vague consciousness of this scarcely acknowledged sentiment, he had
opened his heart to Hagar, exposing “almost” _all_ its secrets, and now
could she have continued to trust him, _her_ faith might have saved his
fidelity—could she have _continued_ to trust him! but she could not—her
waylaying sin could not be so promptly driven away for ever. Could an
evil thought be dismissed, a guilty wish repressed, or a sinful passion
crushed by one effort of the will, by one fell blow, many a moral
victory we should see, many a moral hero hail, and the road to perdition
be no longer paved with good intentions; but when blow after blow has
been struck upon the waylaying foe, when after each repulsion it has
retired only to rest, to gather force, to renew the attack, nothing but
the highest moral courage and perseverance can keep up the warfare, can
insure the victory. Hagar’s waylaying foe had only been beaten back for
a time; a few days passed and it returned in power, in ferocity, with
violence; for _now_ Hagar’s doubts of her husband’s fidelity of heart
were becoming but too reasonable!
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