The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Hagar! oh! what _is_ the matter? Hagar! tell me, what _is_ the matter?
Oh! dear me! The house grows more sorrowful every day! Time passes like
a funeral train leading shortly to the grave. Oh! I feel faint, sick,
dying of gloom, of coldness and darkness in seeing your sorrow and not
being admitted to share it, and not being able to do anything to
alleviate it. Hagar! tell me; perhaps I _can_ do something for you; I
love you so much, dear Hagar! and surely _love_ can help sorrow to bear
her burden. Oh! Hagar! let me do something for you!”
She was looking _so_ beautiful! _so_ winsome! with her pleading, coaxing
attitude and expression, with her soft white fingers pressed together,
with her blue eyes raised floating in tenderness and love to her face.
She was looking so beautiful! so graceful! so irresistibly charming in
her childlike humility and gentleness! Hagar thought of her husband’s
heart, and looked at Rosalia. The fire flamed in and out upon her
cheeks, burned on her lips, and shot lightning through her eyes;—rising,
she pushed Rosalia off, and walked away.
“Oh! it is I! It is _I_, who have offended you somehow! what have I
done, Hagar? dear Hagar!” exclaimed Rose, following her, weeping.
“Nothing! nothing! Oh! go away!”
“Have I not done something to offend you?”
“Nothing, Rosalia! Oh leave the room; do!”
“You are angry with me!”
“No! no! not with _you_!”
“With whom, then?”
“Rosalia! leave the room this moment when I tell you; haven’t I said
that I would not be questioned?”
“Hagar! yes, I will go. One word, let me say one word, and then I _will_
go. Hagar, I suppose it is Raymond—you are angry with him. Hagar! oh!
_do not_ treat him so badly, cruelly; make up with him; please _do_; see
how unhappy he is! see how hard he tries to be pleasant; but he cannot
disguise his sorrow. Oh! dear me! what _does_ make you two fall out so?
Oh! dear me! I do wish I was in Heaven—_all I love here do make me
suffer so much! so much!_” and she fell sobbing into a chair, while the
dark clouds lowered, and the rain pattered heavily upon the window.
At last Rosalia arose and left the chamber, crossed the hall, and
entered the nursery. Mrs. Barnes and the housekeeper were both engaged
dressing the children; they were now nearly five months old, and when
they saw Rosalia enter, both began to bound in their nurse’s arms, to
crow and laugh, and hold out their hands joyously to Rosalia. The clouds
fled from the young girl’s face before the morning sun of their
innocence and love, and a tender smile softened her gentle countenance
as she floated towards them, murmuring in low music—
“God bless my darlings! God love my angels! _they_ are glad to see me
_always_!”
As the children were now dressed she sat down in a large chair, and
received them both into her arms, saying, as they fondled on her—
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