The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
He raised her up—she stood pale, trembling, bewildered, weak; and walked
with tottering steps towards the door. He went and opened it—held it
open for her—she passed; and as she passed, raised her eyes to his face,
met his eyes full of anguish looking down upon hers, turned, and threw
herself in his arms, exclaiming,
“Oh, Raymond! Raymond! you are _so_ unhappy!—_I_ am so miserable to see
you thus! Oh! Raymond, is it I? is it I that have made you so? Tell me!
tell me! can I dissipate it?—can I drive your sadness away? Would my
death do it, Raymond? I would _die_ for you! Oh! Raymond, it does not
seem to me to be wrong to love you, love you so!—to love you so!” She
hung heavily upon his bosom.
“Go! go! go! go, Rose!—go, mad girl!” he cried, tearing her away from
his bosom, and almost fiercely pushing her through the door, and
shutting it abruptly upon her—then walking wildly up and down the floor,
like a chafed tiger in his cage, grinding together his teeth, and
exclaiming,
“She loves me!—loves me!—loves me!—me first!—me only!—as she never loved
before!”
Rosalia crept slowly up the stairs—reached her own room, and threw
herself upon her bed, her senses whirling in a bewildered maze. The
sound of the pouring rain became painfully distinct in the dead silence.
The dinner hour arrived. The servants came in to lay the cloth. Raymond
Withers walked to the window to conceal his still unsubdued agitation.
When all was ready, the ladies were, as usual, summoned by a message.
Soon Hagar entered. Raymond met her at the door, with a troubled, gloomy
look, and giving her his arm, conducted her to the table. He looked
around, and uneasily watched the door, but did not inquire for Rosalia.
She, also, waited for the entrance of the girl, expecting her every
instant. At last she said to the servant in attendance,
“Let Miss Aguilar know that dinner is ready.”
The man left the room and soon returned—
“Miss Aguilar is not well, and begs to be excused,” he said.
They raised their eyes, and met each other’s gaze of inquiry at the same
moment, but neither asked a question, or made a comment upon her
absence—each was silent from a private motive of his or her own. Hagar
supposed that her harshness had deeply wounded the sensitive girl (as it
really had), and that that was the reason of her absence—while Raymond,
of course, _knew_ the real cause.
The dreary meal was over—they arose from the table—Hagar was preparing
to leave the room. Raymond went after her, and took her hand, looking
with a troubled expression into her face—she met that strange look with
a sad, inquiring gaze.
“Where are you going, Hagar?”
“Up stairs.”
“Will you not stay, and pass the afternoon with _me_, Hagar?”
She looked at him in anxious, in sorrowful perplexity.
“_Do_, Hagar—I need you so much now!”
“Ah! for want of more attractive company!” exclaimed she; and laughing
bitterly, threw off his hand, and left the room.
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